` every beat of my heart .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAN HUI !

the hunk in the class .

hehe .

this guy here , keep making jokes in every lesson .

of course , the best Class Chairman ever !

" Han Hui , you've been a great Chairman .

thanks for helping me in my studies .

wish you all the best in your exams .

last long with Cynthia alright ! "

day by day , rumours all about you .

she even said so , saw with her own eyes .

who should i trust , you or her ?

im too weak to be brave .

but still , i have to get this thing done .

told you mummy .

i have to suffer for every relationship .

im sick and tired of all this .

is there any medicine for me to get rid of all this pains ?

if im given a chance .

i just want to be in heaven watching you .

with all my tears falling because of you .

God , only you who can help me .

please , im begging you .

" baby , sorry for not answering your call and mcg-es . "

p.s : unbelievable .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , NATASHA !
see this sweet little girl here ?
its her birthday today .
small but has a cute laughter .
hehe .
" dearest friend , happy birthday to you .
may all your wishes come true and all the
best for the upcoming exams . "

did i chose the right choice ?
people keep talking bad stuffs bout you .
2 guy stuck in my head .
couldn't stand it when people keep comparing you and him .
am i being unfair ?
i hope not .
i have the right to choose and my decision is final .
because i know my love for him is true .
no matter how strong the wind is , the love won't fade away .
so people , stop all the bad comments .
its my life and i have the right to choose .
get it ?

" babyhunk , if i have one special wish .
my wish is to spend just one night with you .
wihout your presence , my life will be in total darkness .
because you make me love you .
and you make me miss you .
you're special in every way .
hold my hands and take one step forward .
look into my eyes and you will know how deep my love for you is .
when the night comes , just look at the moon .
you will find me there .
and i will be on the top watching over you .
baby , i love you . "

you're always there when im in need .
you never failed to help me .
3 yrs of friendship and you're still there for me .
its really great to have a friend like you .
always cheer me up and make me smile .
appreciate it lots .
muhd noh , thanks for being such a good friend of mine .
love you , dearest friend . [:

p.s : fly with me , baby .

rained so heavily this morning .
mcg-ed darlyng to wait for me under my block .
nie lurh case takde payung .
haha .
and all the thunderstorm , KABABOOM !
sumpah aku terkejut banyak kali .
only the two of us but very the kecohrable .
heh .
thanks to the traffic jam that we were late for school .
lucky never get punishment .
i had no newspaper and i was totally kanchiong .
thanks to partner for the overdue newspaper .
huahuahua .
announcement from Mr Singh .
headed to hall as Mr Harris had something to tell us .
yeah , about nowadays flu .
so people , take care of yourself okie .
lessons were totally bored today .
especially Mother Tongue .
stacks of work need to be done .
had a little quarrel with Umar today .
stupid ass !
" Umar , better don't come to me and ask for help again . hmph ! "
Maths lesson at library .
sejuk giler .
thanks to Radin for teaching me .

had revision with darlyng and Farihah after school .
and yeah , i saw SPONGEBOB !
haha .
smile2 together .
half exploded when doing my Maths .
frankly , i already slack .
MYE coming and here i am still fooling around .
ape nak jadi dgn aku nie .
otw to the toilet , heard someone shouted my name .
cari mcm budak bodoh .
surprised that it was D.Afiq .
hah .
and of course , keep shouting my dad's name .
bad2 him .
went home at 5+ pm .
me and darlyng sang old songs .
haha , very funny .
disgusted by what she told me .
sorry , can't tell you .
for me to know and for you to find out .
reached home , press the doorbell for so many times .
unfortunately , no one at home .
punye lurh bodoh .
lucky i got bring key .
stacks of Maths homework need to be done .
how i wish i have a magic wand .
hehe .
enough of the craps .

p.s : i can still feel the presence of your lips on my cheek .

as promised , me and darlyng went for morning band to see the juniors .
aww , i missed them so much .
got a gift from Shimin and Bee Ying .
thanks so much , juniors .
shocked to hear them played that well even without the seniors .
well done !
during ERP period .
me : awak , kiter nk kencing ar .
Riza : a'ah , kiter pon nk kencing . jom kiter tanye cikgu .
we talked so loud until Fazrin could hear our conversation .
very the paisey sia .
felt so relieved after going to the toilet .
haha .
lessons as per normal .
had F&N test just now .
i was freaking clueless when i read the questions .
serve me right for not revising .
me , Lynn and Riza went up to the hall for assembly .
performance by our JYIANS .
very the funny , especially Zaki .
huahuahua .

went for afternoon band .
saw my favourite junior , Silah .
waved at her , run toward her and gave her a tight hug .
i miss her so much and of course the rest of my junior .
got a gift from Silah .
the letter that she wrote was so sweet and it really touched me .
i cried badly and that was when she hug me .
and yes , its really great to have a junior like her .
the one who always cheer me up .
thanks for everything , Silah .
im gonna give her a tight hug tomorrow .
currently mcg-ing muhd irfan bin abdul shukur .
heh .
its been so long and only today i felt so close to him .
and yes , he never failed to make me laugh .
sometimes , i just find him so cute .
its true okie .
how i wish he is reading my blog .
and to someone .
" and yes , now i know the true colours of you .
i just felt so stupid to fall for your loving words .
promises u have made .
its all so fake and useless .
i wish i never knew you "
MYE coming .
i still have not touch any books .
so many chapters .
MYE then Prelim then N Level .
wah , im gonna explode sooner or later .
5 stacks of maths homework still not done .
see , how busy i am ?
yet , i still have time to update my blog .
haha .
people , don't be shocked if i go crazy one day .
wakakakaka .

p.s : mummy , i have to suffer again for this stupid love .

i remembered when you said you will be here with me
i remembered when you said you will never be far from me
i remembered when you said you are always in my heart
i remembered when you said you will never let me go
i remembered when you said im the one for you
i remembered when you said im your fallen angel
i remembered when you said i never failed to make you smile
i remembered when you said i will never be replaced
i remembered when you said my smile melts your heart
i remembered when you said " I LOVE YOU "
i remembered when you said " I MISS YOU "

but now , you asked me to be your friend .
hard for me to say , " yes " .
yet , i have to accept the reality .

i miss the ring on my phone and it appears your name on my screen .

p.s : im tired of all this .

Babyhunk ,

I love you and you will always be in my heart.

I could sit next to you and gaze into the big blue and not even say a word to you

And yet my heart would still beat for you

If I open up my eyes and look at you it is no compare to the love I share with you

Sometimes it feels like we are one, unstoppable, unbeatable

You are the light of my days, my heart flickers for you when you walk into the room

You make my heart go boom
i love you

i miss you

♥

marked 240409 .

the date where all the seniors were officially stepped down .

time flies so fast .

too hard for me to say goodbye to my bandmates .

felt like just yesterday i stepped into the band room .

the laughter and fun that we had .

was totally a memoriable day .

all the hugs from the juniors really touched me .

tears kept falling every second .

TO BANDMATES ,

really appreciate all your hardwork for the SYF .

like what Syabrina said , " medals does not matter "

its all about your hardwork and effort you had put in .

continue to work hard alright !

TO KELLY ,

thank you for the photo .

so sweet of you .

don't worry , i will miss you .

TO SILAH ,

you had been a great junior .

even we fought , you're still there to make me smile .

you never failed to give me encouragement .

thank you for playing my part .

i love you , Silah .

TO 5 JUNIORS ,

you guys always bring joy to me .

its only 1+ years being with you guys .

and now , i had to leave .

juniors , continue to work hard alright .

will remember you always .

TO AMIRUL ,

only yestrerday , i felt so close to you .

your silly jokes really made me laughed .

thank you for wiping my tears away .

but yet , tears kept falling again .

Amirul , continue to guide Fathan alright .

gonna miss you .

TO AQILAH & ANDERSON ,

the great band & drum majors .

thank you for leading the band .

sorry for all the troubles we had made .

still , we love you .

Aqilah , don't forget to eat the chocolate i gave you alright .

hehe .

love you guys !

TO FADLY & KEE YAN ,

guys , its your turn now to lead the band .

ensure that all the band members turn up for every band practices .

work hard as a team and bring back the SILVER .

please take care of the juniors .

the seniors will come back to help you guys alright .

miss you guys !

One Band , One Sound !

With Pride And Passsion , Hurrah !

p.s : ily , Babyhunk .

yooohooo , im back !
hehe .
as per normal , went school with baby .
this time round , i had to wait for him .
turn by turn .
heh .
asked baby to carry my Geo textbook .
see , how lazy am i .
sorry , b .
atleast he never complain ok .
not like other guys .
keep complaining and complaining .
irritating !
and yes , he kept tickling me over and over again .
asked me about my height .
walao .
b , i tau lurh u tinggi , tk payah nk action ar .
alamak .
super duper hate Thursday .
so damn tiring !
3 periods of F&N made me fall asleep .
and i kept yawning during Geo lesson .
finally , end of school .
did not stayback today as darlyng having remedial .
so , went home with Sheerah and slack at her house .
did lots of sharing of my love ones .
yet , i still love baby the most .
[:
currently chatting with my dearest cousin .
sumpah aku rindu dier .
oh ya , about the strong wind yesterday .
wah , totally a big shocked !
scary sia .
tsk . tsk . tsk .
having CCA Recognition Day , International Friendship Day and Speech Day tomorrow .
sec 4s and 5s will be stepping down .
yes , im gonna miss my juniors .
and of course , the band .
im gonna cry tomorrow , trust me .
heh .
hoping baby will fetch me tomorrow night [:

p.s : im lost .

morning band , as usual .

and yes , i was super selenge today .

i thought Jing Yi had brought down the file + stand .

end up , file was not brought down .

1 file had to share with 5 people .

can you imagine ?

heh .

Silah and me kept laughing when Mr Ong gave a speech .

she's damn funny .

of course , my all time favourite junior .

haha .

English lesson , damn sleepy and giddy .

almost not paying attention .

and today , i was super into Maths .

kinda easy chapter actually .

tgk je time exam , conferm hancur .

huahuahua .

MYE revision during F&N .

eyes totally wide open .

very the concentrate you noe .

heh .

received MYE schedule .

include NE , wth is that ?

merepek seh .

band practice was fun with new Band & Drum Major .

they totally rock !

really had fun with my junior , Kelly .

will be having Full Dress Rehearsal for Speech Day tomorrow .

ouh , sungguh penat .

have to get back to my homework

darl , thank you so much .

thanks for being there for me when im in need .

3 years of our friendship really means alot to me .

you never fail to make me smile and laugh .

you're just a wonderful friend i ever had .

ily , sweetheart !

p.s : never had this feeling before .

loud thunder in the morning . BOOOM ! sumpah aku terkejut . went out of my room and slept in the living room as my bed is too near the window . takot kene petir . haha .covered my ears with my precious Pooh . still , no use . bleah . heard ibu talking to ayah . don't know bout what . hmm . back to sleep . ibu woke me up , " adeq , bangun mandi . Yai Dazuki meninggal . " i was clueless . kept figuring out who is Yai Dazuki . after asking ibu so many questions , i finally got the answer . nyai punye suami punye adeq ipar . get it ? haha . eventually , we had no transport . took cab from Jurong all the way to Bedok . reached , went in the room . saw Arwah Yai Dazuki on the bed , covered . tears flowed the moment i looked at his face . frankly , i never talked to him before . all the family members gave him the last kiss . yes , i cried once again . off we went to the cemetery . sadly , this gonna be the last time i saw him . semoga rohnya dirahmati Allah . Amin . thanks to Wak Ita and Wak Atip for sending us home . had our lunch at PM since everyone was in hunger . BURP ! alhamdulillah . heh .
here i am blogging while doing my undone coursework . and i have to finish it up by tomorrow . see , how tight the time is . i still haven finish my Physics and revise for test . gahh , i so totally hate this . guess white hair gonna grow soon . hahaha . so sleepy but i have to keep my eyes wide open . till late night , maybe . people , if you realize , i did not post anything about baby today . there's reasons behind it . for me to know and for you to find out .

p.s : speechless .

woke up early in the morning .

head spinning . mcm gasing .

haha .

unfortunately , did not meet baby today .

told me that he had soccer .

bleah .

12.15 pm , fetched Radin at Pioneer Mall .

back to home , started doing our coursework .

this coursework really make us go , KABABOOM !

told ya , gonna explode sooner or later .

hehe .

something scary happened today .

adeq's neck got injured by the hot iron .

all because of kakak . stupid !

stopped doing the coursework .

took a break .

but really a big thanks to Radin .

for guiding me through the coursework .

THANK YOU YE !

Radin went back home around 2.45 pm .

baby mcg-ed me again .

kinda sad as im not able to go back home with him .

due to band practice on Monday and rehearsal on Tuesday .

but yet , he did light up my day .

with the " kisses " and " love " .

get what i mean ?

haha .

i've yet to finish up my homeworks .

coursework , physics , english .

and yes , revise for my coming Malay test .

urgh , totally hate this !

ppsstt , i miss my BABY .

p.s : just one night to be with you again .

firstly , congrats to NUTZCREW for getting GOLD WITH HONOURS and CHOIR for getting BRONZE . well done guys !
yes , went to school with baby since he wants it . 1st thought , i wanted to wear Andes . but think back , i hate Andes . haha . so jyeah . wore my super duper precious EVEREST . huahua . and please B , stop copying my actions . very the copycat . hehe . reached school very early . the sky was still dark . and im left all alone at the parade square . mcm anak terbiar . haha . mass run , haha . all of us walked instead of running . and its really a big group . mcm satu rombongan . Radin bestie walked all the way with me . hehe . and yes , we have to run extra round at the basketball court for not running 2.4 km . bacen btol . back to class , lessons as per normal . trust me , i was super active today . baby as usual , mcg-ed me during lesson .
Speech Day Rehearsal . sumpah aku penat . repeated so many times . in and out . and i was like half dead . luckily im still alive . haha . everything ended at 6.30 pm but band dismissed nearly 7 pm . so late right ? yeah , baby was supposed to fetch me but i told him not to as im going home late . pity him and scared if he is too tired . yet , today baby did not go for prayers . pemalas ! haha . reason , TIRED . bleah . went home with darlyng . rushed to the toilet . cannot take it already . haha . you know , i know . heh . reached home at 7.30 pm . so damn late . tsk . tsk . tsk .
im gonna meet baby tomorrow , hopefully . Radin bestie will be coming over my house to do F&N coursework . YEAH !
[:
baby , imy .

p.s : you make me feel better .

since i did not went to school with baby , i woke up at 5.30 am . just 30 mins different . heh . took my own sweet time to get changed . others were still sleeping soundly . urgh , im so damn sleepy ! met darlyng at her bustop . as usual , she's late . haha . walked to school and its nearly 7 am . lucky we reached school on time . got to know that Jyl fainted . gosh . take care of urself okie . sec 1s had to use the hall , so sec 2s and 4s went back to class . leceh benar . quickly did my Geography homework . nie lurh case budak yg suke buat last minit . people , better don't learn from me okie . haha . Mr Teo was on MC . no more fun . just love his LAME jokes . hehe . 1st recess , saw baby . i miss him okie . da lurh tak gi skolah dengan dier . F&N lesson . my brain nearly explode ! my brain was totally not moving and i had no idea what to do . luckily Radin was there to help me . thanks so much , bestfriend . rushed to the toilet with Riza . took such a long way . selenge bacen . and yes , late for Geography lesson . had to copy this long paragraph . tired sia . my hand gonna break sooner or later . huahua . Mother Tongue , as usual . laughter all the way . wakakakaka ! and today , baby left me and i went home with darlyng . really had a great time with her .
to shiykin , i keep laughing when im with you . haha . of course , when you talk nonsense . haha . [:

baby ,

you're so good to me .

but sometimes weird things keep appearing in my mind .

but still , you're the best of the best .

just remember this 3 words okie .

I LOVE YOU !

p.s : best thing in my life , is you .

been feeling so dizzy nowadays .

my brain gonna explode sooner or later .

heh .

as usual , went school with baby .

he is so the naughty .

keep pushing me to the side .

but yet , i still love him .

aww .

Huda , Riza and Nana went for SYF .

class was super boring .

and yea , Lynn and me fell asleep in class .

one word to describe ; TIRED !

in a process of period .

huahua .

had band practice today .

i screamed when Mr Goh went in .

gahh , i miss him .

short practice for coming Speech Day .

yes , we need to play our competition song again .

baby had tournament today .

waited for him at KFC .

changed , waited for him at the traffic light .

sheesh !

there he came ; i miss him .

sent me home .

again , he kept pushing me to the side .

nothing better to do issit ?

hehe .

people , i do love him okie .

" you are my sunshine , my only sunshine "

p.s : because i love you .

tomorrow's SYF [:

all the best to

HIP-HOP DANCERS

and

CHOIR !

JYSS gonna support

you guys all

the way !!!!!

woohoo !

p.s : all the best .

just a random post .

went to school and went back home with baby .

i feel so good when im with him .

he's just like a sun that always shine .

sumpah aku tk bedek .

hold my hand and gave me a kiss .

isn't that sweet ? aww .

and now i know , i never wanna let him go .

baby , you're so good to me .

thanks so much !

♥

p.s : and yes , he's better than you

and again , i have to suffer for our love .

keep thinking what have i done .

everything was fine when you approached me .

but it turns out to be different after an hour .

are you going to do what you did to me in the past ?

ignoring me and make me cry ?

is that what you want ?

frankly , i had enough of this okie .

yeah , love then followed my hurt .

just a few days and this happened .

WTH ?!

if this continues , im gonna walk away .

to Danial Afiq : really a big thanks to you for making

me laugh .

and please , stop tickling

me okie . [:

p.s : and i know , this gonna happen .

oh god , such a tiring day . my body has been aching since yesterday . any medicine for me ? no ? damn shit ! all thanks to the Napha Test . just hope my body won't break into pieces . haha . woke up morning2 but never bath . its not that im disgusting okie . im a kind of person who needs 20 mins to relax my mind before taking a bath . get it ? hehe . psst , i wanna tell you a secret . i actually bathed with my little sister this morning . wakakaka ! fun okie . a lesson for my future . you know , i know . hahah . got a mcg from Darlyng . planned to support our school dancers . 1st place to go , library .
so , met Darlyng at 12.15 pm . eventually , she was late again . tkpe , dah biase . there she came . all black . woman in black , huh ? heh . walked all the way to library . ouh ya , all the best to Darlyng and her Mr . Right . aisey bedah . we totally took such a long time to search for seats . atlast , we got a seat . corner2 . did our homework . so the hardworking . anak sape je lurh . anak ismail & anak jamali . woohoo ! waited for Farihah . then off to have our lunch + dinner . KFC . infront of us , there's these Bangladesh . mane ade aku , mesti ade Bangladesh . such a small world . eeeeiiiiieeeewwww ! then far left , there's 3 mat . keeps staring at us . and there's this one guy , stared at me and smile . crazy . excuse me mister , my BOYFRIEND is much more handsome and cute than you ! weee ! off to Popular as Farihah wanna get assessment book . again , 2 mat staring at me . aiyo . just get ur fucking eyes off me ! pfft .
next pit stop , off to support our Funky Groove . Ms Nada was there too . she looks so cute in that hat . hehe . went in and sat down . Fazeera Sayang was there too . gahh , i miss her damn much ! unfortunately , Natasha Hunney was not there . i miss her damn much ! presenting the host . [ drum roll ] . SHEIK HAIKEL ! the first time i saw him in real life ! he really laugh my ass off . haha . my legs and butts realy hurts . seated for hours . can you imagine that ? competition started . FUNKY GROOVE , WOOOOHHHHHOOOO !!!!!!! roses stucked in their mouth . they really looked so macho ! gahh ! THE ROSES , sexy babes . and so on . bla . bla . bla . results . between FUNKY GROOVE and THE ROSES , FUNKY GROOVE managed to clinched 1st . well done ! left 3 groups . JOYCE AND THE BOYS , FUNKY GROOVE and FLOOR TECHNIQUE CREW . unfortunately , FUNKY GROOVE was out . between JOYCE AND THE BOYS and FLOOR TECHNIQUE CREW . [ drum roll ] . The Best Singapore Dance Crew goes to ......... JOYCE AND THE BOYS !!!!!! well done ! Las Vegas is all yours . hehe .
to FUNKY GROOVE , don't get dissappointed . its already a good thing that you guys managed to clinched 1st . your performance was really heaven . you guys really did a wonderful job . FUNKY GROOVE , you guys really rock the stage tonight ! to HIP-HOP DANCERS , all the best for you coming SYF . GOLD is totally yours ! wee !
people , i will upload the videos i took . hopefully i can upload . if not , so sorry . [:

BOYFRIEND , I MISS YOU [:

p.s : your love bring me to heaven .

okie2 . ibu has been pestering me to clean up my most messy room . woke up early just to clean my room . bleah . see how hardworking i am . chey bah ! clean only half of my wardrobe . my clothes . took such a long time to fold all my clothes . penat babe ! those clothes that can't be use , i simply dumped it into 1 big plastic bag . case malas nk lipat . hehe . tada ! all done . good job , hidayah ! heheeh . had my lunch . ibu cooked nasi goreng . aisey bedah , sedap dok . ibu , ayah and adeq were dressing up . ibu asked me if i wanna follow them go Geylang . totally , " NO ! " i hate Geylang okie . bnyk2 tempat , pergi Geylang . before going out , asked ibu for money to top-up my prepaid . ibu suddenly gave me my prepaid card . woohhooo , thanks ibu !

and now , im all alone at home with all the thunderstorm . sumpah aku terkejut banyak kali . don't laugh okie . very scary you noe . hopefully nothing happen to this computer . if not , im gonna get electric shock . haah ! currently singing all by myself . no wonder it rains so heavily . so sorry , people . hehe . oh god , im so damn missing Boyfie right now . too bad , his prepaid low . haiyo . and yes , had a great time mcg-ing him yesterday night . he really make this world go BOOM ! huda , better keep it a secret okie . because i trust you and only you . [:

i love you , BOYFRIEND <3

p.s : thank god , i got you .

sorry for not posting for days . been busy and tired all day long . today's lesson , omg ! sleepy man ! im such a sleepyhead . haha . Had ERP in the class as the sec 1s were using the hall . kepo sia . physics was quite fun today . at last , im being attentive in class . well done , hidayah ! woohoo ! Mrs Jean Ng did not come but we need to do this worksheet . me and riza did not do our work instead we were busy doing our hair and asking what shampoo we use . stupid sia . off for recess . really dashed off sia . tk sabar nmpk , tk sabar nmpk . hehe . i really hate this period , F&N . coursework really kill me okie ! and im like far behind from my classmates . reasons ; excused from class during SYF and was on MC . but then , i still have to put effort on my coursework . if not , im dead meat . geography , Mr Lian showed us this funny video abiut Water Cycle . haha . funny sia . and i saw him smiling . cute giler ! keep on smiling , Mr Lian . hehe . Mdm Rozana was on MC since yesterday . so , Mother Tongue was totally a free period . class was noisy and was having fun . and me , busy doing the English worksheet . tulah , English lesson tknk buat . padan muke aku . bleah . KKKRRRRRIIIINNNGGG !!!! yeah , yeah , skolah dabes ! actually no lurh coz we had Napha Test . changed to PE and sports shoe . passed my Napha Test . guess so lurh . hehe . need to re-take my 2.4km as i did not run on wed . asthma lurh . so , gonna run with Kak Syayie sayang . hopefully lurh . hehe .
went home with darlyng . bought bubble tea . very thirsty oi ! bought this Vanilla Oreo . masyallah , tk sedap ! and darlyng bought this Honeydew Sago . i wanna taste it but darlyng said , " NO ! " why ? because im having asthma and im allergic to honeydew . weird right ? lol . slack at MacDonald . mcm anak terbiar . here i am now at home . feeling so restless and my bones gonna break into pieces sooner or later . backbone pain sia !

unexpected thing happened hours ago .
i love you , boyfriend .

p.s : i'll be on the top just watching you fall .

bandmates ,
i know this SYF really brought a shocking result .
but we have to accept it .
the results didn't matter .
what matter the most was how much effort and hardwork we had put in .
those times when we worked together as a team , as a family .
and those times when we went through thick and thin .
you might think that we did not did our best today .
but what Jasen and teachers said , this SYF is much more better than our previous practices .
this really shows that we had made a great improvement .
ignored the judges and the results .
what past is past .
we can't do anything .
for now , lets help our junior for their next SYF .
and together we bring back our SILVER !

Mr Goh and Jasen ,
we're really sorry that we're not able to clinch the SILVER .
we really hope you will not give up on us .
we still need you for the next SYF .

band , no more crying okie !
[:

One Band , One Sound !
With Pride And Passion , Hurrah !

p.s : no more tears .

BAND [:

to all band members , 1 more day to our BIG DAY . have confident in yourself and let's do the best we can . show to the judges and audience that we can do it . rock the stage , people ! overcome your nervousness . like what Syabrina said , " there's only your instrument , your score and conductor . " enjoy the music , feel the music and move along . try not to make mistakes as it can affect our points . play it confidently . those past few months we've been practicing , play the same way during SYF . aim for our goal . SILVER , better still GOLD ! shout " BOO ! " to the other bands and shout " YEAH ! " for our band . haha . remember , whatever result that we get , appreciate it as the result comes from our effort .

do remember to sing our sweet and lovely band song [:

" i love you

you love me

we are a happy family

with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you

MUACKS !

won't you say you love me too .. !!! "

to all seniors , this is our last SYF . make it our best memoriable day alrite ! [:

" we're all in this together

and it shows

when we stand

hand in hand

make our dreams come true "

WWOOOHHHOOOO !!!!!!

One Band , One Sound !

With Pride And Passion , Hurrah !

" JYSB , Go ! Go ! Go ! "

p.s : JYSB , i love you guys .

Annual Sports Day . woke up at 5.15 am . planned to go with farihah and syidah but last minute i went with darlyng . so , met darlyng at Pioneer Mall bustop at 6.30 am as we're having breakfast at MacDonald . to my suprised , it was filled with JYIANS . haha . lucky there's place for just the 2 of us . heh . after eating , took my medicine . feel like vomitting sia . made our way to the stadium . wwooohhhooo , full giler ! marked sec 2s attendance . headache sia . luckily Fazeerah helped me . " Thanks , hunney ! " the weather was totally hot like hell . my skin already turned darker ok . all thanks to the sun . hmph ! had been cheering and shouting throughout the event . so excited until i had difficulty breathing . padan muke aku . haha . relax for awhile , drink water . yet , i still continue shouting and cheering . such a stubborn girl . huahuahua . Everest mass dance . " Ridhaufi , you really rock the stadium !!! " the competitors were really great . well done to all of you . bla . bla . bla . went down to the platform . inilah mase yang dinanti-nantikan . haha . looking at the scores , Andes was the highest . sentiase . menyampah . Rockies and Everest competing . Atlast , jauh berbeza . haha . the results . [ drum roll ] . " 4th position , Atlast ! 3rd position , Rockies ! 2nd position , Everest !!! " Andes tak payah cakap . sick and tired of Andes . always the Champion . give the others a chance lurh . alamak . ouh ya , " cikgu mas tak nanges ke ? " hehe . CONGRATULATIONS to Hongda's team for getting 1st in Turf Race ! weee ! yeah , had fun with Fazeerah today . felt so close to her , " Love you lurh , hunney ! " ended at 11.15 am . that's not the end of the day yet . still got band practice . waduh , tired sia ! lunch was provided but i did not eat . due to stomach cramp and uncomfortable throat . told Mr Goh that i cannot play the instument as im having asthma . told me to rest . so nice of him . haha . no matter how tired we were , band really did a wonderful job today ! just abit more and we're there . tomorrow there's band practice . i have to play a part .
" BAND , LET'S WORK TOGETHER AS A TEAM AND ACHIEVE OUR GOAL !!!! " [:

3 more days to SYF !
let's work together ok !
" We're all in this together .... "
haha ! [:

p.s : i make the world go boom , mummy !

thank God im still awake today . my asthma has been killing me this few days . didn't get enough sleep yesterday as my asthma kept acting up almost every minute . you can imagine how miserable i am during that time . ibu really give me strength to be strong and to fight over my sickness . she never fail to cheer me up . " thanks so much , ibu ! " woke up early in the morning . omg , how beautiful the sky was . and the moon too . i remembered when i said this phrase to someone , " kalau rindu , tengok bulan . " sweet kan ? yeah , but that was all in the past . i totally love God's creation .
2 days of MC had made me like a prisoner . being locked up at home with no one around . ibu went to work . reminded her to buy for me egg tarts . been craving for it since yesterday . hehe . but still , i love ibu's home made egg tarts . POWER BABE ! haha . received a call from Mdm Rozana . asking about my condition . she reminded me that i have to take my oral on Monday . i said ok . ended the call . guess what ? i forgot to tell her that im having SYF on Monday . how forgetful am i ! urgh ! Sufian mcg-ed me just now . luckily he mcg-ed me . im totally bored to death . " thanks for the accompany , Sufian . " Sports Day tomorrow . hopefully im alright tomorrow . amin . hoping that Everest will be the Champion this year . [ praying hard ] . " Everest , let's fight for our pride ! " best buddy called . gahh , i miss her so much ! i can't deny it okie . hahaha .
results for SYF from differents bands were out . not bad . congrats to Guangyang ; Silver ! i wonder if JYSB can make it . argh , stop worrying . with the effort we have put in , we can make it ! woohhooo ! will be having band after Sports Day . ibu forbid me not to go as im still on medication for 5 days . long enough , huh . i wanna go for band but ibu always say , " health come first . " band practices continue till Sunday . guess i can only come on Sunday , the last practice before SYF . 6 April is coming . how time flies . just hope our effort won't go wasted .
people , im out of speech . hehe . [:

4 more days to SYF !
jia you , Band !

p.s : hold on to the balloon and fly with me .

" mummy , MC please ! " hah . yeah , 1 day of MC . sicko ; asthma , flu and cough . been in this condition since last week and just went to doctor today . so , morning wake up and rushed to the clinic . when i stepped into the clinic , the number was 15 . shocked to see that my number was 29 . omg , still a long way to go . waited and waited . hah , im the last person . doctor checked my temperature . NO fever . good ! but , im having asthma . no big deal . i once had asthma when i was still a kid . so , don't need to be shocked . heh . collect my medicine . 2 different types of pills and 1 liquid medicine . frankly , i hate pills . but since the pills are small , i guess i can swallow it . haha . phobia with big tablets . who knows it might stuck in the middle of my throat . you never know . huahua .
went back home . ibu called asking what did the doctor said . bla . bla .bla . took mrt . feel like slapping this bangladesh face . kept staring at me . " get your eyes off me , ass ! " sway enough as he also alight at Boon Lay . went to top-up my ezlink . again , he stared at me . urgh ! " go back to your own country lurh ! " . lol . im so bad . all alone at home . had my lunch then took my medicine .
miss my girlfriends ; AINI REEZA HUDA NANA REGINA RADIN .

hopefully my condition gets better tomorrow .
if not , " mummy , MC again ok ! "
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p.s : i can feel your presence when the wind blows .

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