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Monday, May 18, 2009
1 more paper to go . and , done ! back again to update my blog . weee !   oh , adekku yg paling comel . its really great to have a lil sister like her . yes , i do envy her when ibu & ayah pay more attention to her . but still , we're one family . lil sister always cheer me up when im feeling down . whenever she saw my sad face , she will smile at me . dier pandai pujok orang ok . i had a little tiff with ibu , ayah & kakak . so , little sister is my only hope . she may be noisy , irritating & naughty . but i still love her . & she loves me too . haha , muke tk tau malu . now , she's already 4 years old . i think so lurh . her height is increasing . & of course her tummy . sungguh boncet . hehe , no offence . " nur fitriah bte ismail , you're the best of the best ! " people , exams really kills me . i had a hard time doing my papers . maybe im at fault for not studying hard . im taking my N level this year . yet , i still fool around . WAKE UP , HIDAYAH ! meet-the-parents session is next week . im in deep shit if i get bad grades . guess , this will happen again . prelim coming in July . i have to start revising again before its too late . & of course , i wanna ibu & ayah to be proud of me . their daughter , who have been working for 16 years . still , im taking small baby steps . hehe . had my Chemistry paper today . i was super duper damn selenge . mdm rozana : im giving you question paper and OAS sheet . you just have to hand in the OAS paper . me : shahirah , abeh tkde Section B ngan C ? MCQ je ? shahirah : tk lurh . ader Paper 4 . kan Chemisty ade Paper 3 & 4 . then mdm rozana gave out the Paper 4 . so the embarrassing sia . Chemistry paper was quite ok . let's just wait for the results . haha . went home with bie . bie sent me home . its been a long time since i went home with him . & of course , keep disturbing me jahat eh u , bie ! tapi , dia tetap menjadi pujaan hatiku . muahaha . bie lost his hp . so , i have no way to contact him . but my f.p8 is still low . haiya . bie doesn't have to come to school tomorrow . and i have to go to school by myself . so sad . have to come to school early tomorrow . will be going through Mother Tongue paper . shit , im dead . hopefully i pass . " Umar , let's see who wins tomorrow ! " hehe . " bie , im taking u back again . im giving you another chance . treasure it and don't waste it okie . remember what you promised me . prove it to me that you're not lying . i believe we can keep this relationship alive forever . and i know , your presence is meaningful to me . bie , ilysm . " " to someone , im sorry that i can't accept you . im really fortunate to have someone like you . you comfort me with all your love and care . i really2 appreciate it . but im really sorry about this . i know you have been waiting for me . but i just can't . saying " YES " to you is really difficult . i pushed myself back to my ex not because i don't want you . but because i know him much better than you . and yes , my heart is still for him . sorry for not telling you the truth . i really hope you're reading my blog . once again , im sorry . don't worry , we can still be good friends . all the best to you ok . " omg , am i being selfish ? p.s : im so confused . |
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