` every beat of my heart .

i didn't know that twothousandnine will be this bad .

or should i say , from bad to WORST ??

actually im referring to my life .

totally f.up .

problems with family and friends .

best kepe ?

i have to go through thick and thin all by myself .

and seriously , im sick and tired of all this .

whatever happens , i just have to accept it .

how long will i have to face it ?

i don't know and i don't care !

parents still continue to ignore me .

oh sure , carry on .

don't ever regret if i were to disappear from your sight one day .

missing Along and Angah now .

they are my only family who are willing to cheer me up every single day .

thanks so much , brothers !

Along and Angah ,

sorry that i can't meet you guys that often .

you should know the reason why .

will come down to meet you guys if i can aite !

Kak Baby will be fetching me up tomorrow .

hooray ! ^^

again , will not be going home with bie .

so sorry , bie .

♥ bie sayang ,

no other words can express my feelings towards you .

I LOVE YOU and its true .

just remember this .

being with you is totally a great moment for me .

and i never regret having you by my side .

i swear !

♥♥

p.s : stress , love