Sunday, June 14, 2009
i updated this picture for a reason , for someone . really hope you're reading my blog , someone . 6 days since you're gone , without you with me . i can feel the loneliness in me . yes , i know you've done me wrong and i was truly angry towards you . but that was all in the past and i don't wish to remember it anymore . i was once mean towards you and i've hurt you . i think i deserve this from you . 12 am in the morning , crying silently . i remembered something and i wish you remembered it too . 140609 , TODAY and it was supposed to be our 2nd Monthsary . the moment that i had been waiting for . but it ended so fast . how i wish i could hug and kiss you for the last time . just to say goodbye . dearest one , thanks for the most wonderful memories . no matter how bitter it was , its still a memoriable one for me . just to let you know . you're the sweetest one i ever met . thank you for everything . p.s : thank you . 140609 . alone without you . Saturday, June 13, 2009 [credits to kak ila for the above picture ] selamat pergi dan selamat pulang . amin . morningmorning ibu woke me up . yet , i still took my own sweet time to bath and get ready . ibu , me and adek had to travel to wak atip's house since we have no transport . kesian lurh kan . bik noi and family kindly waited for us at bustop . takot kiter sesat . haha . reached wak atip's house . had our light breakfast . thank you for the breakfast , wak ita ! before going to the airport , paman rasul did some reciting . and then , off we go ! luckily the airport was not that crowded . all the makcik2 , pakcik2 and cucu2 were busy taking pictures . *clickclickclick* . time for them to check in . hugged and kissed their hands . all of us really burst to tears . final wave and goodbye . abg halim sent us to JP . had our lunch at MacDonalds . off we went home . i went out again to meet bik yati and family at JP . treat me movie . guess what movie ? Hannah Montana The Movie ! nice show indeed . im actually not a fan of her . but i just love to listen to her songs . after the movie , went to meet darlyng at the usual place . talk bout this and that . still , not settled . heavy rain and thunderstorm . no choice , had to wait till the rain stops . nothing better to do , we played in the rain . run here run there . all wet ! walked home since the rain was not that heavy . returned darlyng's MP4 and USB cable . shara syg , i know you're feeling down now . take your time to cool yourself down ok . remember what i told you in the mcg-es . think bout it aite . im always here to help you and be your listening ear . adek , you must be strong alright . put all the past aside and move on . no more tears . kakak syg adek sangatsangat ! p.s : i miss him . yes , i do . Friday, June 12, 2009 finally , i got the chance to use comp . kakak has been using it since just now . =.= . as usual , woke up late today . no one wants to wake me up . guess , im used to someone's morning wake up mcg . it goes like this , " Gdmrning , B ! " see how sweet it is ? too bad , there's no more . that's when i told dearest mama bout this . mama said , " no matter how bad he is , he will change one day . must learn to forgive and forget . " yes , mama ! that's why i love mama alot . and beloved ibu too ! *keningnaeknaek* ibu asked if there's any 187 at interchange . i was unsure and ibu asked me to check it out . yes , i had a chance to go out again . haha . met up with darlyng and off we went to Vivo City . its been along time since we went there together . memories lurh kan . had our late lunch . believe it or not , we took hours to finish our meal . due to my disgusting topic , darlyng was the last one to finish her meal . darlyng , you know what im talking about rite . disgusting but very funny . then off we went to toilet . small business lurh . hehe . slacked at the usual place . listen to songs . darlyng dedicated this one song to me and dearest ex . so sweet of her yet so sad . of course , i burst to tears . camwhore time . *clickclickclick* . we sang songs like nobody business . laugh here and there . we're totally like mad women . wonder how we look like . lol . took bus 30 straight to JP . bus ride , babe . off to JP and darlyng got herself a watch . very nice . tgk lurh sape yg pilih . NEXT STOP : KEMBANGAN . get what i mean ? great . walked home . serious talking , damn tiring . oh ya , darlyng made a mistake to her sentence . darlyng : semalam kul tido i bangun . the correct sentence should be , darlyng : semalam kul dua i bangun . i really laugh like hell . sorry darlyng , i couldn't help it so i decided to post it . mintak ampun bnyk2 . had to wake up early tomorrow . erm , 7 am ? yeah , will be heading to wak atip's house and off we go to Changi Airport . like what i said at the previous post , wak atip ; wak ita ; nyai & yai will be going Umrah . and its tomorrow . im so gonna miss them . will be waiting for your return . semoga perjalanan kamu ke sana selamat . amin . i've seen your true colours . it really gave me a bad impression of you . i hate you but i know i can't hate you forever . what mama said is true . i know you will change someday . i have to forgive and forget bout the past . yeah , all the best to you . don't forget me as your friend aite . the one who always melatar when being disturbed by you . remember ? *keningupup* p.s : tears of joy . Wednesday, June 10, 2009 hello humans and aliens out there ! haha . sorry for not updating my blog for last 2 days . 2 days issit ? i can't remember . nevermind . you think after my breakup i won't be updating isit ? you're wrong . i will still keep my blog alive until the world ends . muahaha . ayah not feeling well since i don't know when . get well soon , beloved ayah ! sorry for not taking care of you . yea , had been going out with my friends . and yes , ibu totally looks like a nurse . checking on ayah every single minute . what a sweet husband and wife . hehe . Darlyng , thanks so much for accompanying me to ECP . really had a great and wonderful time with you . you're always the for me and be by my side . appreciate it lots . thanks to you , all my stress had gone far away . and hope it will never come back to haunt me . thanks once again . ^^ Shahara Sayang , its really great to have known you . yes , obviously we share the same love story . and the same jerk too . basically , we do have the same feelings . jiwer lurh kan . had fun mcg-ing you too . a great little junior , afterall . ^^ Those who tagged me , thanks so much for tagging . and thanks for comforting me . really touched me and make me burst to tears . don't worry , im fine . just that i need time to cool down . but , thanks so much aite ! ^^ p.s : cool down and smile . Monday, June 8, 2009 EFF - YOU - SEE - KAY ! chibai kau ! jantan tk bergune ! konon2nye ckp tknk kehilangan aku . sumpah ini lurh , itu lurh . semue sampah bodoh , bukan sumpah ! dah chop2 kau attached abeh bilang org kau single . buat lawak pe ? kau pikir ape , circus ? asl tk buat announcement skali ckp yg kau single . tu time jugak aku tepok tangan and salute same kau ! patut lurh ramai org bebual burok pasal kau . i finally see your true colours . lawa pe colour ? bleah ! tau aku dgr cakap Along . aku je yang degil nk ngan kau . sebab dah termakan dgn kate2 "manis" kau . bodoh nye aku ! aku pon tk tau brape bnyk pompuan dah kene tipu ngan kau . meh aku kire , 1 ..2 .. 3 .. 4 ... 5 .. aku pon tk tau . bnyk sgt agaknye sampai tk terkire . muahmmad danial afiq , you're such a great pertender ! special mention to Syayie , thanks alot for telling me the truth . w/o you , i think i'll be like a fool staying with him forever . thank you so much ! syg kamu sangatsangat ! to Darlyng , let's carry out with our plan . mission to be accomplished as soon as possible . cheers ! p.s : damn you ! Sunday, June 7, 2009 im back , people ! sorry to those who can't view my blog . private lurh , deh ! since i UNprivate it , enjoy viewing my blog ! go ! go ! GO ! im all rotten at home . no transport , no jalan-jalan . take MRT ? oh , no thanks . im very the lazybumbum . " ayah , get a new car please ! '' hehe . watched scary movies for 2 days . sumpah aku terkejot bnyk kali . everyone was like covering their face with pillows . except ayah , duh ! yesterday , i slept at ibu's room due to the scary movie . hahaha . today , i received calls from 4 guys . which i don't know who . wonder where they get my number from . but then , i just picked up their calls . when they say , " hello . '' i put down the phone . betape kurang ajarnye aku . hehe . their voice seems familiar . don't care lurh ! will be having an outing with my ex-jwps on 9th June . just a small reunion . meet you guys soon aite ! another outing with darlyng on 1oth June . bus ride , babe ! outing with Along and Angah will be postpone till end of 'N' Level . next 2 weeks , im damn busy with remedials . and also , band camp but won't be overnite . this is the reason why i don't even have time for bie . *sigh* precious boyfriend , its been 2 days we've been ignoring each other . mad ? sad ? i don't even know . i have not change . im still the old me , the one you used to know from the start . take care of urself since you told me you have not been feeling well . how i wish i could be by your side taking care of you . but i know , i can't . remember , having you in my life is a great one . if someday , we have to let go of each other , i will find millions of reasons to make you stay . ily , dearest . p.s : dearest boyfriend . Saturday, June 6, 2009 MISSING IN ACTION ! this blog will be private soon . toodles ! p.s : im sick and tired of you ! Friday, June 5, 2009 finally , i got to rest at home ! so tired since i always went out with darlyng for the past few days . usual place , LIBRARY . hehe . because of this , i did not even get to spend one single day with bie . sorry , my dear . woken up by bie's morning mcg . thank you bie but im still so sleepy . still , i make an effort to reply bie's mcg ok . haha . ooppss , another argument again . just a small argument . =.= and i did not even reply bie's mcg-es . marah lurh kan . bie having a headache . a terrible one , i think . what worried me was bie's scary thingy mcg . no choice , but to reply bie's mcg-es . hopefully bie is alright . take care , boyfriend . bie ask me out tomorrow . sadly , i can't make it as im having kenduri . nyai , yai , wak ita and wak atip will be going Umrah next week . Changi Aiport , meet you soon ok ! haha , craps . Along and darlyng will be going out tomorrow . their 1st date of the month . hehe . intend to follow but too bad i can't . and , i don't want to play gooseberry . haha . me and Angah will join you guys next week ok ! insyallah . dearest boyfriend , i know you've been hoping to meet me . but im too busy with myself until i don't even have time for you . yesterday's argument was totally a terrible one for me . and i realize how much you need me to be there with you . but sometimes , i really hope you understand me . honestly , im missing you too much . meet you on the 14th alright . just to celebrate our 2nd Monthsary . and im gonna spend my whole day with you . danial afeeq , you will always be my first priority . ily , saayaang . p.s : you're one in a million . Thursday, June 4, 2009 started the fight like nobody business . am i that bad ? guess so . maybe i misunderstood him . gosh , i don't know . this wouldn't happen if [insert name] wasn't there . im just too sensitive , i think . i didn't mean to shout at you . but you're getting on my nerves . asking me questions that is too obvious . i know how you feel . you're crying ? i hope not . give me some time to be alone . really hope you understand . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . im sorry . p.s : so sorry . you're still the one . Tuesday, June 2, 2009 the day finally came . i had my trial session . centre table was filled with our ingredients . and i was like super searching for my ingredients . you guys can imagine how kanchiong i am . the moment Mr Koh said , " START ! " . i was like , omg ! i was damn blur as i don't know which dish to do first . so , i started with Cheesecake and followed by other dishes . alhamdulillah , everything turns well . thanks for the help , Cikgu . and the final session is tomorrow . im so gonna do it seriously . cheers ! after school , went library with darlyng . as usual , study again . met up with ibu at 2nd floor . then came Riza . ibu went off first as ibu meeting ayah at 6.30 pm for their dinner . 19th Wedding Anniversary lurh kan . ibu forced me to follow but i kept saying no . don't wanna play gooseberry. hehe . went up to 3rd floor and did our homework . Riza busy with her laptop . suddenly , battery flat . funny sia . me and Riza went all over the library searching for plug . finally found at 2nd floor . watch video and stuffs . help her change her blog's skin . kecohrable , babe . then Along and Angah approached me . sumpah aku terkejot . Riza went off at 5.30 pm and i went straight up to meet Along , darlyng and Angah . oh ya , Farihah too . hehe . Angah was not in mood today and he went off first . again , " advice " from Along . urgh ! i just went off with Farihah . sorry Along but you're getting on my nerves ! made up my decision to meet up with ibu , ayah & adeq . had our dinner together . off to John Little as ayah wanna get things for ibu . sweet kan . oh ya , Madagascar performed at JP just now . took pictures of them . so cute ! ok , shuts . ayah paid for ibu's stuff while ibu paid for ayah's stuff . truly husband and wife .*keningnaeknaek* . tired of walking ? of course ! went back home and landed on my bed ! KABABOM ! hehe . to Along , yes , i know you've been giving me advice since that day . which i can't remember when . tsk . but im just being a stubborn little girl . i truly understand that you want the best for me and you really wanna see me feel happy . but sorry to say , i will stick to my decision and i will stick with bf . this is my decision . me myself don't wanna see Angah with his sad face . i can't take it . Along , you just don't understand me . URGH ! niwae , thanks for everything . will heed your advice aite . hopefully . all the best to you and Aini . to Bie , gosh , i know you've been missing me . that's so sweet of you . yeah , im missing you too . its been a week we've not meet each other . and i know you're totally upset . really hope you understand aite . im busy with my own stuffs . remedials and revision . i know i've been going out with my friends instead of meeting you . im really2 sorry , my dear . didn't mean to hurt your feelings . but im happy when you keep mcging me . atleast you still remember me . haha . will meet you soon aite . hugs and kisses from me to you . ilysm , saayaang . muacks ! p.s : only you . Monday, June 1, 2009 R A N D O M P O S T !! met up with darlyng at 11 am . had our lunch at KFC and off to library . did our revision since P R E L I M is coming . all done , CAMWHORE ! [ will upload the photos soon ] along and angah had their exams today . all the best for tomorrow's paper , brothers ! along came alone and met us at library . 4.30 pm , went off . went home alone , along sent darlyng home . oh ya , congrats to along and darlyng . couple of the month , 010609 . all the best aite ! god dammit , practical session tomorrow ! totally dead shit . im so not the ready . how ? how ? how ? nevermind , i know i can do it . WOOHOO ! currently mcg-ing bie . gosh , miss bie oi ! bie , gi mandi lurh ! ooppss , bocor rahsia . haha ! p.s : lick it before you stick it . |
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