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Wednesday, September 30, 2009
i don't know why but i just feel like blogging today . infact , im already so weak and my mind has not been functioning well . somehow , somewhere im totally fucked up with *insert name* . sorry , can't mention the name . feel like im being abondon by this person . maybe my mind is not in the right position but i have to tell the truth because i hate to keep it to myself . seriously , you've changed and you don't treat me like how you used to treat me before . why ? im trying to figure it out but to no avail . guess im too fucked up with you that i've decided not to face you anymore . basically , im gonna ignore you because that's the best way to do . im not being mean but i have the right to this and follow what my heart says . if you see me ignoring you at school , that means im referring to you . im sorry if you feel dishearted .*sadsadsadsadsadsad* did nothing much in school today . for the past few days , got back my Prelim paper . don't know what to say but im just too sad with my grades . year by year , my grades keep decreasing . too slow ? maybe yes . brain not functioning well ? indeed . lol . my only achievement is to do well in my N Level and get out of the school . eventhough if i get below 19 points , i don't want to stay but to go to different school to start a new life and for the better . there's already too much memories in my secondary life that i don't want to reflect about it again . too bitter , too sour that i can't even swallow it through my throat . since i want this year to be my last year , i really have to study hard . i know its easy to say but its difficult for me to do it . just need help from my peeps and im already there . i have to take few baby steps before reaching to the next level . have to BUCK UP , STUDY HARD , WORK HARD and DO WELL ! p.s : to someone , exams . |
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