` every beat of my heart .

*just so you know , they're still the best*

i know its not the time yet .

im still young and i have my own future to look forward to .

this wasn't what i expected .

maybe its God's gift .

maybe yes , maybe no .

seeing others enjoying while im stuck between the four corners .

so i made my decison to " throw it away ."

im not being cruel but i have to think of my future .

no more months but weeks .

" will see you in heaven ."

thanks Band for the wonderful songs .

all the best for the next SYF .

i will still come back to give you guys my support .

much misses from me to you .

p.s : babes , band .

OH-NO !

morning2 was waken up by mum's call .
padahal bilik kat sebelah aje .
mum said , " adk , cepat check kaunye ite results ! "
so i dilly dally went to mum's room since she's using dad's notebook .
i logged in , too excited to check .
and to my suprised ...
ALL MY COURSES WERE REJECTED !
and i have to take the trouble to apply again .
no choice , i have to apply for Applied Food Science since i can only apply for 1 course .
mintak kene maki sia .
and the results will be out on Wednesday .
guess i will start school LATER than the other of the ite students .
gerek per ?
NBCB !

Putri Dayani , Mama love you veryvery much !

p.s : application , Putri Dayani .

*friendship are meant to be treasured*

sorry for not updating my blog .

let's make a short post since i have nothing to post about .

these few days , i have been going out with my love ones .

and yes , working too .

*KACHINGKACHING*

duet masok , duet kluar .

nyahaha .

i worked for 9 hours and i only get $36 .

how GREAT is that ! =.=

today went out with Farihah and the boys .

kinda fun but something bad happened .

JENGJENGJENG !

haha .

guess that's all for now .

i know its lame but bear with je lurh .

dah bagos tu aku post .

wakaka .

dearest Fitri Dayani , Mama love you so much .

yes , Mama do .

p.s : post , Fitri Dayani .

HAPPY 16TH BURFDAE , AINI BABYLOVE !

you're officially SWEET SIXTEEN !

may you have a blast on your special day later on .

SENTOSA BURFDAE PARTY !

little baby said , " Mummy Aini , i love you !"

little baby's Mama love you too .

you know i know .

here's a present for my Babylove ,

KISSES AND HUGGIES !

once again , Happy Burfdae !

HAPPY 18TH BURFDAE , KAK JULIE !

you're officially SWEET EIGHTEEN !

may you enjoy your special day with your love ones .

a BIG WARM HUG and KISSES from me to you .

once again , Happy Burfdae !

meeting Love later on .

*widewidesmile*

and Little Baby , Mama love you very much .

p.s : happy burfdae(s) , Love , little baby .

Happy 13th Burfdae , Muhd Shukry !

that's my cousin actually .

got his photo from Facebook .

cute huh ?

now , he's taller than me .

malunye aku .

and , he has a deep voice .

very the abang-abang already .

hope you have a blast on your special day .

once again , HAPPY BURFDAE !

just 1 more day to go to HER .

you know i know .

and we gonna get KECOH TOGETHER !

once again , i had a fight with Love .

we start to harsh words on each other .

maki her , maki there .

see how BAD ?

today , he made the first move to say sorry .

i bet , later at night we gonna fight again .

biler mau game babe ?

good thing , im meeting Love tomorrow .

let's see how it goes .

JENGJENGJENG !

p.s : happy burfdae , 1 more day , Love .

Let It Flow .

just make a quick post wil do .
look at the time now .
time check = 12:43 am .
its already morning and im still not asleep .
have been working for 2 days straight ; Saturday and Sunday .
bad thing , leg cramp .
good thing , $84 for 2 days .
*kachingkaching* .

can't wait for 23rd December .
you know i know , Sentosa peeps .
nyahahaha .
and that's when im gonna meet Love since i ask him along .
23rd December , im counting !

and i love my Love .
yesyesyes !

p.s : work , 23rd December , Love .

im back early in the morning .
nyahaha .
after so long i've been crying , FINALLY no more tears .
dah kering dah sampai setitik airmate pon takde !
mum actually choose which school and courses for me .
how WONDERFUL can that be ?
feel like im only a primary one kid .
*giggles*
but atleast mum never failed to lose hope on me .
i know , she's there supporting me everyday .
i don't know about dad .
all i can say is that he's not satisfied with my results .
mcm biaser lurh kan .
bapak zaman skrg .
nyet !
shahlis asked me to watch these 2 videos .
damn funny i tell you .
thanks for cheering me up , bestfriend !

im working tomorrow .
oh-no , im too tired .
but for the sake of money , i have to work .
then only i can get my *kachingkaching* .
muhdhafizbinabdoh , you better wake me up .
if not .... you know lurh kan .
muahahaha .

p.s : cheer up , working .

Just Accept it , Nothing More Can Be Done .

today was the day .
nervous fade away when i got my results .
relieved but what more can i say .
its not up to my parents expectations .
i dissappointed them once , twice , thrice and so forth .
and i know that i always can't give what they want .
Mr Harris was right ; " we deserve this . "
or should i say , " i deserve this . "

Special Thanks :

to Mdm Rozana ,
you have been a great form teacher of mine .
you're always there to lend me a hand and encourage me all the way .
you gave me advices which really gave me an impact .
i know you always want the best from your students .
but im sorry , i can't give you my best shot .
promise , i will work hard .
remembering you always .

to Shahlis ; Noh ; Farihah ,
you guys have been a great friend of mine .
always there to help me when im need .
not forgetting , giving me full supprort from behind .
congrats , you guys made it .
im happy for you guys .
remembering you guys always .

to Aini Babylove ,
its been 3 years we've been together .
been there for each other thru thick and thin .
we fall together , we stand up together .
i know i have made many mistakes .
but you're never gave up on me .
you gave me love , care and treasure our friendship .
im proud to have a friend like you who never failed to make me smile .
giving me supports when i feel like giving up .
im sorry for all the mistakes i had done .
thank you for all the memories .
remembering you always .

im gonna miss this class of mine .

that's all i have to say .

speechless , breakdown .

p.s : its done .

Sometimes , a failure will achieve one day .

im back home .

went to JP with little sis and Farihah to get my things .

had our lunch at MacDonalds .

suprised to see Syayie , Ayim and Eka(spelling ?) .

Farihah followed me to send little sis back home .

went out again and to meet Syidah .

walk here and there till my legs cramp .

=.= .

and i went home alone .

elder sis is back from her 4 days trip , Malacca .

finally , its a complete family .

nyahahaha .

she even brought for me a bracelet with my name on it .

how sweet .

i even wear it wherever i go .

even to the toilet ?

DEFINITELY !

*giggles* .

1 more final day !

i just have to wait and see .

all the best to the rest of my friends !

let's CRY and TAKE PICTURES together tomorrow .

p.s : JP , back home , 1 more final day .

2 MORE DAYS !

yes , 2 more days to N Level Results .

oh-oh , freaking nervous .

i even dream about my results .

how COOL was that .

=.= .

p.s: 2 more days .

let my story with Love be in the 1st paragraph for today .

today morning , at 5:57 AM , i received a mcg from Love .

since i made him hurt yesterday .

accidentally , i called him "babi" .

mintak ampun , B .

once again , i made the first move to say sorry .

thank god , everything went back to normal .

senang kan ?

*kenyet* .

wil be mcg-ing Love later at 11:30 pm .

since he asked me to mcg him .

meeting Love soon , 23rd December .

GOLEK ! GELEK !

♥

i received mcg from Mdm Rozana today .

about the N Level results .

results will be out on the 18th December .

see , how near is that .

*heart pumping* .

all i can do is to pray hard .

amin .

1 more day to Angah's Burfdae !

wishing him HAPPY ADVANCED 17TH BURFDAE !

sayang Angah sangatsangat !

*winks*

this pragraph is only for the Malays :

ORANG KATA CINTA PENTING DALAM HIDUP...

KENE JUJUR MACAM RADJA..
JANGAN MACAM SITI SEMUA BIARLAH RAHSIA..

CUBA TENGOK RATU SELALU PENTINGKAN
TEMAN TAPI MESRA ..
JANGAN MACAM ROSSA SELALU PUDAR JE...

KITE KENELA SERASI MACAM AJAI DAN NURUL..
JANGAN MACAN EZLYNN DAH KATA HYE2 LEPAS TU KATA BYE2 PULA..

DAN JANGAN PERNAH BERUBAH MACAM MARCELL..

KITE PUN KENE SELALU CAKAP HELLO MACAM BEYONCE ..
DAN MUNGKIN BILA NANTI KITE AKAN BERTEMU LAGI MACAM PETER PAN ...

p.s : Love , results , burfdae , for Malays .

T R O U B L E !

readers , guess you miss me right ? haha . sorry , im not feeling well since yesterday . having fever plus flu . how irritating . i kept sneezing yesterday morning . tissues all over my room ; on my bed , on the floor , on my table . MESSY ! too lazy and i did not even threw the tissues . but i will , LATER . nyahahaha .

yesterday morning till afternoon , i was freaking bored . all i did was check my phone , had my meals , watch movie . boring enough ? TOTALLY ! until i got the chance to use my computer . was supposed to go JP with little sis but mum told me NO . merajok seh member . so , i went into my bedroom and sleep . *kenyet* . until little sis knocked my door and she told me that mum going to JP and mum asking me along . dengan kurang ajarnye aku kate , " MALAS ! " . and i slammed the door . all of my family members went out except me . i con't care . =.= .

chatted with Love on Saturday . tak sah kalau tk gado . Love merajok and he went offline . i texted Love when i still hold my on anger on him . Love texted me and asked me to answer his call . 1st call , i did not pick up until i got a WARNING from him . scared , picked up his 2nd call . we did had a slow talk and JENGJENGJENG ! everything went back to normal . such a nice conversation . let's do it one more time , Love .

GOLEK ! GELEK ! ^^ .

currently editing photos for Kak Ila's special day . had a hard time editing . finally , its done . what can i say . its nice plus romantic . of course , CREDITS TO ME ! nyahaha . im just waiting for her special day . wwweeeeeee ~~ .

N Level results driving near . kept thinking what will my results be . will it be good or bad ? i always have a strong thinking that i will not be going to the next level . but with the support from my dearest friends , i stay positive and i hope i can make it to the next level .

*praying hard* .

p.s : sick , bored , editing photos , Love , N Level results .

hello dearest readers .
sorry i can't post anything today .
im too tired due to going out early in the morning .
to where ? KEPO !

sorry for the unproper post .
im too tired till im not too sure what im posting .
bear with it , people .

oh ya , i've already uploaded JYIAN NITE photos at my facebook .
take a look aite eventhough isn't that much .
thank you .

challobettes !

p.s : tired , photos .

hello wello sello bello ! ^^

since im really + very + extremely bored , let me just blog something . its been 3 days straight im stuck at home . how WONDERFUL ! relax my mind and shake my leg . *shakeshakeshake* . i did quarrel with mom again . let me repeat , AGAIN ! =.= . but when she starts to nag , i get my ass off the chair . rebellious enough ? YES !

time check = 3:10 pm . what i did just now morning ? oh yes , i online at about 12 am . as usual , i checked my blog , tagged and facebook . saw Bestie online . thank god ! why ? she's out of Singapore today and to Malacca she went . true enough , its been weeks we did not meet . saddening . so Bestie , take care of yourself and i will be here waiting for your return . im gonna hug you tightly when i meet you . love and miss ya too much ! ^^

and so , mom saw me using the computer and asked me to shut if off . URGH ! =.= .

oh yes , i had a wonderful dream today . i dream about me and my friends during Mother Tongue lesson . how fantastic was that when i can see my friends in my dreams . nyahahaha . and again , i got to sit next to my partner . but in my dreams . hehe . how wonderful the dreams were . thank you God .

SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT :

hell you Small Kid ! and yes , you should know that im posting about you . yes , YOU ! acting GREAT just now morning ? oh , just cut it out and i don't need that . fyi , let me repeat . my Love is WONDERFUL + FANTASTIC + FABULOUS than YOU ! because you're just a piece of JERK who can't stop taking advantage of girls . uh-huh , its true ! shoo and don't ever come back ! thank you .

BINGO ! Love called me just now at 1:24 am . " senangnya dalam hati ...eeehh waahh " . had a nice long conversation with Love . so sweet and yummy when he sang a song for me with my name in it . FABULOUS ! too bad too sad we got into a small misunderstanding again . " sedihnya dalam hati .. adoooiii " . but the great thing , Love still love me . betol tak ? *nod head* . kiter pon sayang awak . aaawwwww ! Love , you better *kkrriinngkkrriiinnngg* me again . nyahahaha . ilyvm . ^^

p.s : Bestie , dreams , small kid , Love .

34 THINGS A GIRL WANTS BUT WON'T ASK FOR :

1. Touch her waist .
2. Kiss her slowly .
3. Hug her .
4. Hold her .
5. Laugh with her .
6. Invite her somewhere .
7. Smile with her .
8. Take pictures with her .
9. Pull her onto your lap .
10. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her .
11. Kiss her unexpectedly .
12. Hug her from behind around the waist .
13. Tell her she’s beautiful .
14. Tell her the way you feel about her .
15. Tell her she’s your everything .
16. Make her feel loved .
17. Kiss her in front of other girls you know we might deny it but we actually like it and kinda want you to tickle us .
18. Be there for her when ever she needs you , & even when she doesn’t need you , just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you .
19. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold yours too .
20. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her .
21. Kiss her on the cheek .
22. While in the movies , put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly .
23. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her .
24. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so you can cuddle .
25. When walking next to each other lightly touch her hand and softly grab it .
26. Call or text her EVERY night to wish her sweet dreams .
27. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears .
28. Always remind her how much you love her .
29. Let her sit on your lap .
30. Hols her hand in public .
31. Even if she looks bad one day tell her she’s beautiful .
32. Keep conversations flowing…talk about anything… usually they just go along with it .
33. If their hair is in their face move it out of her face and then kiss her passionately and gently .
34. Kiss her in the rain .

i know guys are capable of doing these things but somehow BREAK UP will still be the answer . right girls ? YES !
so guys , if your girl wants it , do it sincerely . UNDERSTAND ?
nyahahaha ^^

sadly , Love is still upset with me . boohoohoo . Love didn't call me today . received only 2 smses from him . how pathetic . call me soon , Love .

p.s : read it , Love .

hello sweets , loves , bitches and assholes ! im back from far-far land . FAKE ! working on last Sunday . that BEROK was supposed to wake me up at 7 am but then i woke up 8.3 oam when i was supposed to reach my workplace before 9 am . how GREAT was that ! thanks ar BEROK for not waking me up ! =.= . basically , it was such a tiring job . waitress lurh kan . but the good thing is that i only work on weekends and i got my pay on that day itself . *thumbsup* . hopefully i got a call from the manager soon . *winks* . after work , went to Bugis with cousin and sleptover at her house for 2 days .

today afternoon , before going home , went out with Aini to get her stuff . no matter how far we went , her stuff was no where to be found . and yes , we were like lost in a jungle and stuck in between of the world . sesat babe ! eventually , we did found our way out . went home and here i am , HOME SWEET HOME !

on the phone with Love yesterday . funny yet sweet . call me soon , Love ! *winkwinkwinkwink* .

p.s : work , Berok , Love .

WORKING !

uh-huh , im working tomorrow .

starts at 11 am but have to come 2 hours earlier .

what the hell .

have to wake up at 7 am .

anyone willing to wake me up ?

please dial my number .

thankyouthankyou .

till here then .

adios !

p.s : working .

hello ladies and gentlemen .

i know its already midnight but i just can't get to sleep .

just bear with me for a few minutes .

finally , my own computer is back but still in a sick mood .

guess my computer need operation .

gagagaga .

today's plan was to go out with Aini in the morning but cancelled due to late information .

Farihah mcg-ed , accompany her to collect her cheque .

*kachingkaching*

off to cinema and we watched New Moon , treated by Farihah .

thanks alot , friend .

such a nice movie .

rugi tawu kalau tak tengok .

there's this one guy kept staring at me .

whatever ! =.=

walked home with Farihah .

such a nice day .

weeee ^^

saw Zul and Eqi .

awww , i miss them thuckloads !

1st glance , saw Adlee Bestfie .

2nd glance , saw Afeeq .

URGH + YUCKS !

Adlee Bestfie even shouted , " eh , Hidayah ! "

thanks for shouting my name eh .

hahaha .

might be working next week .

let see how it goes .

p.s : New Moon , cousin+gf , 2A's .

haaloo readers !
missing me that much ?
i know that .
thousands of forgiveness for not updating my blog .
have been too busy with my stuffs and meeting friends .
yes , only yesterday and today i got to use dad's notebook .
oh , HEAVEN !
life at home was a splendid one .
day by day , laugh and laugh .
today , went out with Farihah .
went to Lot 1 to search for things .
wanted to meet Koko and Fida but too lazy .
haha .
sorry , guys .
will be working on Saturday , maybe .

here i am missing my dearest bestie .
i have not been meeting her for weeks .
i wonder how is she .
meet you soon , Malee .

to one of my babygirl ,
i know you're mad at me bout my previous post .
if you think im jealous , im NOT !
i just don't want my own partner to forget bout me .
that's all .
bear this in mind , IM NOT STEALING HIM AWAY FROM YOU !
i have better things to do .
if you still want to think negatively , go on .
goodbye .

p.s : sorry , bestie , babygirl .

dearest boyfriend , with love 17092010 ♥

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