` every beat of my heart .

*just so you know , they're still the best*

i know its not the time yet .

im still young and i have my own future to look forward to .

this wasn't what i expected .

maybe its God's gift .

maybe yes , maybe no .

seeing others enjoying while im stuck between the four corners .

so i made my decison to " throw it away ."

im not being cruel but i have to think of my future .

no more months but weeks .

" will see you in heaven ."

thanks Band for the wonderful songs .

all the best for the next SYF .

i will still come back to give you guys my support .

much misses from me to you .

p.s : babes , band .