` every beat of my heart .

what past is past .

i don't wish to flashback about the past .

whatever happened between me and you , let it be our memories .

made up my mind not to fall back in love with you .

i don't wish to get hurt again .

move on and don't ever turn back .

i love you but in a different way .

♥

p.s : never love you again .

LA LA LA TAM PLONG ^^

just got home from Pasir Ris . celebrated Nyai & Yai's belated burfdae . actually i don't even know its their burfdae yesterday . ape punye cucu lurh aku nie . haha . before heading to Nyai's house , we went to White Sands to search for their gifts . trust me , White Sands is such a boring place . better don't go , people . haha . bought flowers for the burfdae couple . 3 for $5 . cheap right ? teehee . next destination , to Downtown East . been so long since i went there . KFC for the burfdae party ! then off we went to Nyai's house . since we're the 1st family to arrive , had our tummy filled first . BURP ! haha . then came Paman Aziz's family . oh , Bik Yati's tummy big already . cepat lurh beranak ! hehe . had our dinner together as a family . eventhough there's only 2 family , but the kecoh-ness still alive . masing-masing kasi hadiah . tak sah kalau tk amek gmbr kan ? so yeah , had a photo taking session . gerek oi ! will upload the photos at my Facebook , soon . getting late , its time for us to go . goodbye wave and a peck of kiss for the burfdae couple . sent Paman Aziz's family home and off we went to ..... " Sheng Siong segala untuk kamu !! " . haha . then home sweet home .

going JP with dearest Farihah tomorrow . have to buy black skirt and black shoe as im working tomorrow . leceh kan ? will be starting at 4 pm and i guess it will ends nearly at 12 am . gerek pe ? so readers , i will only update my blog when i reach home . ^^

wanna kiss your wet lips again like before , dearest ♥ .

p.s : burfdae , JP with Farihah , dearest ♥ .

[ how i miss kissing your wet lips , love . ]

had my interview today at 2:30 pm . Koko and Fida couldn't make it so Ibu made up her mind to accompany me . thanks alot , Ibu . trained to Clementi , took bus and finally reached our destination . went to the office since im too blur and i don't even know where the interview was held . naseb baek Ibu tau kat mane . took queue number and fill in my form . best , tk bawak pen . lucky there's one malay girl who was willing to lend her pen to me . thanks , awak ! NUMBER 45 , its my turn ! sebelum masok , bace bismillah . the teacher said i speak too soft . i replied , " sorry , im having sore throat . " . haha . macam paham . interview started . there's really too much question and trust me , i had difficulties answering her question . but the good thing was , she praised my Secondary attendance . YEAY ! so now , i had to wait for the result which will be out on 1st February 2010 . praying hard here . AMIN . (:

believe it or not , i will be working on Monday with Fida ! gerek pe . but still , i have not buy my skirt and shoes . will ask Ayah to pay for me first . haha . bad daughter sia me . no money already . so its the best to ask money from parents than outsiders . kankankan ? hehe . oh yes , there's this one malay guy who works at the same workplace as me , chatted with me yesterday . i was like , " where did you get my email from ? " . he replied , " i accidentally saw your email at the interview form . so , i copied down your email . " . LOL . sempat pulak nie anak eh . niwae , his name is Ariff . will be meeting him on Monday . and he promised to work with me . nyahaha . Fida and Ariff , see you guys on Monday ! ^^

chatted with ♥ again .

♥ wants to meet me tomorrow but im not sure if i have anything on .

i actually planned to meet ♥ next week but sadly im working .

so how ?

don't worry ♥ , i will meet you one day .

i promise .

will run towards you and give you a big warm hug .

only god knows how much i miss my dearest ♥ .

kankankan , bie ? (:

*winkwinkwink*

p.s : interview , working , ♥ .

AND I BELIEVE , FATE WILL BRING US BACK TOGETHER (:

accompanied Fandi to his school today . for what ? ask him yourself . dalam MRT he said this to me , " nanti kalau my girlfriend tanye , cakap you my sedare . " oh , got girlfriend already eh . sanggup kau menduakan aku . haha . cut the draman sia , Dee . then met up with his girlfriend and his friend . so total , kiter 4 aje . off to the school's office . SSSKKKIIIPPPP ! took MRT back , goodbye wave to Fandi's friend . jalan2 at Lo1 with Fandi and his girlfriend . sent her back home then left the 2 of us . took bus and home sweet home .

chatted with Ella just now . she missed me ! aww , so sweet of her . i miss her 2 , 3 , 4 ! nyahaha . had a great time chatting with her , flashing back what we did last few years in school . gerek kan , Ella ? trust me , whenever she talked bout the past , my tears rolled down my cheeks . terlalu bnyk kenangan kat skolah . no matter how far we are , we will meet one day . like what peole say , FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS . not forgetting , congratulations to Firdaus and Ella which is equal to FirElle ♥ ! all the best to you guys and last long !
to Fir , you better take good care of my friend eh ! if not ... jengjengjeng ! haha . joking only . (:

Dee : " kenangan manis kau dan aku .... "

Ella : " takkan terhapus ...."

haha . ader ader aje kiteorg nie kan .

ohh , ini part Dee suke sekali !

had a long mentel conversation with ♥ just now .

sesungguhnye , dier memang mentel . *wink*

♥ thought of meeting me tomorrow but sadly im having interview at ITE Clementi tomorrow .

so , i forward it to next week .

but then , ♥ changed his mind to meet me on Saturday .

the problem is , how am i going to contact ♥ when i have no credits in my phone ?

we'll see how lurh k ?

meet you soon , ♥ .

" you rindu i ? "

" i pun rindu you . "

" you sayang i ? "

" aww , i sayang you dua tiga empat ! "

*winkwinkwink*

HUMAN LOVE ♥

just 1 more day to my interview . Ya Allah , seramnye aku ! am i able to do it ? just 2 words to describe what im feeling now ; WORRIED and NERVOUS ! hoping that someone can accompany me tomorrow and give me encouragement . relax Dee , relax . just do my best tomorrow and i hope the interview goes smoothly . AMIN . (:

p.s : Fandi+gf+fren , F I R E L L A , ♥ , interview .

[ this is the only way to release nonsense thinking from my brain . ]

! FUCKING GOOD NEWS !

checked my application results this morning .

alhamdulillah , dapat Service Skills (Retail) ; Cw-CT .

not expected since i've been eye-ing for Office .

oh well , its ok since Retail is my 2nd Choice .

boleh lurh tu kan .

interview on either Thurs / Fri .

hope everything goes smoothly .

A M I N .

till now i still have not receive any letter from them .

eventhough they said , " a letter had been sent to you ..... "

nie dah masok 2 kali aku check letter box .

kanchiong babe !

later at 4 pm , will be going down to check again .

nyahaha .

if not , have to call the ITE .

-____________- .

done for now .

will post again later .

[ tu pon kalau tak malas ar . hehe . ]

goodbye ! >.<

p.s : application .

PENAT ; TIRED .
[ malas nk update sebenarnye . haha . ]

like i said in the previous post , went for job interview at Sentosa with Pida today . oh , Miaa pon ader ! that cutechubby little girl . teehee . was supposed to meet her at 1:15 pm but i came late . sorry hor . reached Habourfront , took Monorail then Yellow Line . finally , dah sampai . Miaa just love to talk to herself . haha . bising oi ! LOL . isi form semue then Manager datang . trust me , the Manager really sarcastic giler and buat jokes tapi tk klakar . -.- . and , he always look at me when he talks . just like what Shahliz said , ader 1 Chinese Manager nie suke menggatal . erm , should be him lurh . haha . so now , i have to wait for his call . call eh , jgn tak call . haha . had our lunch at Vivo City . then went to the " fountain " since Miaa wanted to play with the water . happy giler siak ! . getting late , home sweet home .

reached home , quickly called Epin since he mcg-ed me twice to call him . dah call abeh suroh call balek . tgh mandi ler . haha . then called him for the second time . talktalktalk . complained saket perot and asked me to call him later on . leceh kan nie anak ? haha . Epin .. Epin . hehe .

oh , chatted with D.A just now . haha . gembire sekali ! haha .
D.A , you must be smiling when you read this .
nyahahaha ! >.<

dat's all for now .
sumpah , aku penat giler .
-_____________-

p.s : Sentosa , Epin , D.A .

" PERSONALITY CAPTURES THE HEART "

afternoon earthlings . yes , its me again updating for today . mesti lurh aku , abeh sape lagi kan ? nyahaha . i swear i have been yawning since just now eventhough i woke up nearly at 1 pm . see , how sleepy am i ? blame myself for sleeping at 4 am . tsk . had a great time browsing my facebook and kecohkecoh with my dearest kecoh friend , Kyd . haha . lu gerek ar kawan ! ^^

biler tgh tido , ader je tau org nk kacau . example , Fandi . always mcg me at 10+ am if he needs anything . tu part paling menyampah skali ar . darah mengirap doh ! nevermind , forgive and forget . cheyy , mcm P ! before i forget , Aini Babylove mcg me too but nie time terlalu siang ar . 8:05 am just to tell me that Arina tell her classmate something bout me . if she's not wrong ar . haha . Arina Arina , pagi2 dah mengumpat pasal aku eh . dah lamer ke buat keje mcm gini ? takpe2 , kau tgu je hari kau . pecah seribu ar muke kau ! haha , Dee gangster . LOL . special thanks to Aini Babylove for telling me eh . sayang you ! >.<

sesungguhnye , aku chat ngan 2 jejaka tampan semalam . wakakaka . melayu maut sia . Ex Hubby and Epin . as usual , Ex Hubby just loveee to shout at me . kurang bin hasam btol . but , we did joke around . tu pon lame . -.- . nyahaha . but , chatting with Epin was too fun eventhough he reply lmbt ar . haha . otp with him once . oh , im so loving it ! suke buat aku ketawe . muahahaha . talk to you soon , Epin ! (:

going Sentosa for job interview tomorrow with Peedah and Miaa obviously . Koko , not conferm . ok best , get to meet Miaa again ! say my name , Miaa . " DDDEEEE " . nyahaha . sumpah , i hate to ask Ibu for $$ tomorrow but too bad im short of $$ . money come , money go . *giggles* .

iwantyoutobemyhardestgoodbye. ^^

p.s : aku post lagi .

OH LOVE , SO SWEET .

a love story between Baby and Hubby .

there's a teenage couple who fell in love at the age of sixteen .

they met through room chatting and finally made a decision to meet 2 months after .

at first , Baby feels worried about meeting Hubby .

but Baby belive in herself that everything will go smoothly .

for the sake of her love , she'll do anything .
2 months after , they finally meet each other .

at the first sight , Baby knows that Hubby is a good man .

they start to communicate and their love stays strong day by day .

after years being in a relationship , they keep on quarrelling without fail .

Baby always have a feeling that Hubby's feelings for her starts to fade .

Baby just felt something is not right and she made a decision to talk to Hubby .

Baby : Hubby , i need to talk to you .

Hubby : go away ! i don't have a mood to talk to you !

[ Baby's face starts to change ]

Baby : what's wrong with you ?

Hubby : what's wrong with me ? you tell me , what's wrong with you ?!

[ Baby seems confused and she kept asking the same question]

Hubby : now i tell you . i saw you with another man yesterday !

Baby : come on Hubby . he's just my friend . we're having lunch together . is that wrong ?

Hubby : friends ? and why didn't you inform me ?! trying to have someone else than me ?!

Baby : stop finding fault with me ! i had enough ! i hate you ! get lost !

Hubby : fine !

[ Baby then walked away and tears kept rolling down her cheeks .

she kept telling herself that she love Hubby . fortunately , Baby

made her decison to turned back . ]

* Baby runs towards Hubby and she gave a hug *

Baby : Hubby , im sorry . i didn't mean to make you mad . i love you with all my heart .

Hubby : oh , Baby . im sorry too . im sorry if im too harsh on you . i just want to let you know

how much i love you . i can't bear to lose you .

Baby : me too .

[ Baby and Hubby then kisses each other ]

now , Baby had stopped going out with another man for the sake of Hubby .

Baby did that because she wants the best in her relationship .

Baby knows that love is blind .

but she believe that she is not blinded by love .

Baby thank God that she has a wonderful Hubby who is there by her side all day long .

Baby and Hubby belive that their love is not a crime .

once loved , nothing is impossible .

*THE END*

oh , how much i love that someone(L)

p.s : Love .

another post for today ...

AINI BABYLOVE !

other than my CHV Bitches , i still have this Little Bratz of mine to depend on .

its been weeks we're far apart .

but rest assured , you're here deep in my heart .

i know i have neglecting you all this while .

and i always hang out with my other friends rather than hanging out with you .

like i said , i just want you to give your full attention to your studies .

basically , i don't want to disturb you .

and like what you had told me , your schedule is tight .

i can understand that if that's the best for you .

flashing back those times i had with you is enough for me to let out my misses towards you .

this year , 2010 will be our 4 years of friendship .

can you see how long we've been together ?

through thick and thin ?

just so you know , you're just my shining star who is always there to brighten up my day .

" different people had entered my life

but one thing remain true

i've never met a single soul , a single friend

who has touched my heart like you "

much misses and love , your little bitch .

p.s : Aini Babylove .

CHV BITCHES IN THE HOUSE !

what more can i say .

they are my LOVELY BITCHES .

we ain't low-class bitches you can play with .

and boys , be careful with us .

we can play sweet but rough at the same time .

so boys , once you step on my tail ;

IM GONNA FREEZE YOU TO DEATH !

*evil laughter*

" THEY WENT WITHOUT SAYING A WORD "

Ayah , Ibu and Fitriah out to West Coast Park .

right ? whatever .

don't you guys know that im all rotten at home ?

never ask me along , how could you ?

pfftz !

Kakak now using Ayah's notebook since im using room's computer .

just so you know , she haven't bath till now .

BUSOK DOH !

sorry ar sister , rahsia bocor .

OOOOPPPPSSSS !

nyahahaha .

p.s : CHV , outz .

AKU GIVE UP , OI !

wah , darah tinggi boleh naek seh gini macam . dah tak boleh chill pill lagi . dah OVERSHOT !

niari aku balek before Maghrib . naseb baek sempat tau ! kakak aku yang tak bergune tengah maen computer . senang kate , sickening sister ar . LOL ! so , Ibu panggil , " Afiqah , sembahyang dulu . " wah , namer dier je Ibu panggil , aku tak . siket2 Afiqah , siket2 Fitriah . namer aku langsung takde ! unfair kan ? wah , lu orang bikin gua sedeh oi ! siket pon diorang tak tanye pasal aku . tak tanye dah makan lum , tak tanye dah cari keje blum , tak tanye aku ader duet blanje ke tak . semalam kul 3 pagi , aku muntah2 diorang pon tak tau . sebab aku tak bilang . haha . i know i did a mistake but please give me some attention . aku nie dah macam hidup sebatang kara seh . cheyy . lu orang bikin gua panas pon ader oi ! takpe , dah biase ngan nie semue . anak tapi bukan macam anak . anak terbiar ader ar . kankankan ? da lurh , tak tau nak cakap ape lagi . BENCI DOH !

and now , to this SICKENING FREAKING FUCKING EX HUBBY !

today , right now , at this moment of time , middle finger aku terpampang depan muke kau !
like it ? love it ? memang patot kau cakap yes , bodoh ! mule2 sweet mcm gule2 . abeh skrang pahit semacam . aku cakap ngan kau eh . skrg , no more cinta-cintun , no more hubby-baby . dah mual , nk muntah darah ! ader paham ? itu kau cakap kau goodboy , tak macam laki laen ? eh , kau cium pantat aku dulu baru boleh bebual gitu macam . dgr sini eh , aku petik jari , kiri kanan depan blakang beribu menanti . aku harap kau pergi tak kembali sia . get lose , foot lose ! bye , sucker ! *middle finger*

[ sorry readers , today malay version ar . haha . ]

p.s : rumah , ex hubby .

PUT YOUR DRINKS UP !

let's make a quick post eh since im too tired to type .

haha .

today , went Sentosa with my beautiful ladies and baby .

which is ; Koko , Fida and Miaa .

finally , i got to meet Fida and Miaa !

nyahaha .

made our way to Boon Lay by cab .

bought cigg and Bacardi .

cab again to Habourfront and headed to Sentosa .

sumpah , very panas oi !

settle down , had our lunch .

thanks to Koko for the treat and the taxi fare .

*winks*

mcm biase , smoke2 and drink2 .

really had fun especially with Miaa .

oh , she's so eager to play with the water .

love the way she reply back what Fida said .

so sweet yet so cute !

unfortunately , happy moments turned into bad moments .

guess i won't elaborate here .

whatever it is , a BIG SORRY to Koko .

*sad face* .

had our last smoke and drink , went to toilet to get change since its getting late .

took Monorail back to Habourfront .

had our last light meal .

thanks to Koko for the treat again .

*winkwink* .

took MRT , goodbye wave to Fida and Miaa .

me and Koko alighted at Boon lay and we went separate ways .

now , i can still flashback what Miaa did just now .

oh , dier lurh yg paling bising sekali kat Sentosa .

with all her cryings .

BOOHOOHOOO !

and of course , i love the way she laugh .

like mother like daughter .

nyahaha .

overall , i had fun with them .

so much ENJOYMENT !

weeeeeweeeeweeee ~~~ .

currently chatting and webcam-ing with Hubby .

aww , he's so sweet .

k dah cukop .

nanti dier naek kembang kalau dier bace blog aku .

nyahaha .

whatever it is , aku tetap sayang Hubby aku tau !

jealous tak ?

say Yes , people !

LOL .

guess i end here .

wanna continue chatting plus webcam-ing with Hubby .

p.s : Sentosa , Hubby .

KIKIN HUBBY ♥

chatted with Hubby just now .

just so you know , he's the one who ask me to call him Hubby .

gatal kan dier ? miang kan dier ?

haha .

tapi dier tetap sweet like sugar .

just love to make me smile .

sweet kan ?

tgk lurh Hubby sape .

Dee punye !

*winks*

and i love to see his face through webcam .

trust me , im so loving it !

better on your webcam everytime i chat with you , alright B ?

Hubby schooling today .

he gonna text me when he reach school .

too bad , no credits in my phone and i can't reply his mcg .

and i got this habit to make him smile .

till he shows me his MACHO face .

nyahaha .

sayang you manymany lurh , pantat !

*flying kisses*

p.s : dearest Hubby .

DEAR GOD

life is truly unfair .

right ?

some may agree , some may disagree .

since im writing this post , let me just say that life is truly UNFAIR .

day by day , without fail , im being left all alone .

no one to turn to .

obviously , no one came to talk to me .

Ayah and Ibu have been nagging non-stop .

especially Ayah , just love to spit HARSH words on me .

and that happened , YESTERDAY .

but i thank GOD that im born in this world .

i get to feel how sweet and bitter life can be .
most important , i get to feel the word LOVE from my wonderful human beings .

sometimes , to say the word SORRY is not easy .

simply because , i don't have the urge to do it .

but i know and i believe i can overcome this situation .

just stay strong eventhough tears keep rolling down my cheeks .

" big mistake had been done . fear GOD . just pray hard and everything gonna be alright . "

p.s : dear GOD .

miles apart and i feel so lonely .

even if you're one thousand miles away

i had a chance to feel your embrace the other day

i knew that our closeness is not a crime

and now , i thank god i feel you for the second time .

♥

p.s : you (L)

And Im Not Gonna Lose You For The 2nd Time ....
[ for you , my Ex ]

this week , have been the most enjoyable week . but when it comes to rotting at home , BORING ! i had to face my family 24/7 and all i can do is to surf the Net . boring enuff ? sure , it does ! =.=

today morning , received a call from Izwan . this berok eh , call me when im still in my la-la land . maha kurang hasam btol . picked up his call . sumpah , background tak perlu eh . pagi2 buta bukak lagu jiwang . so , otp with him with my belum mandi voice . cute tak ? kekeke , NOT ! ^^ . after a long conversation , finally he said BYEBYE . and i went back to sleep . OH , HEAVEN SIA ! woke up again at 11+ am since kat luar dah bising . ish , memekak ! and i had a very long bathe . long ke ? agaknye ar tu . nyahaha . had my breakfast , bread with milo . yumyum , sedap ooiiii . Ayah actually bought for me Nasi Lemak . but since i had a tiff with Ayah and Ibu , i made up my mind not to eat it . merajok lurh sangat2 . im gonna see who will be eacting that Nasi Lemak . conferm plus chop .... Ayah ! haha . kurus but perot dier maseh ader bnyk space tau . LOL ! and yes , i have been locking myself up in my room since morning . don't worry , i won't kill myself . nyahahaha . as usual , surf the Net since i have nothing better to do . one word , BORED ! someone , entertain me please ! you entertain me , i treat you . mcm paham je aku . duet takde , nk blanje org . wakakaka . oh yes , i still owe Umar a chocolate . leceh ar tu anak . pfft !

next Monday im free . anyone wanna ask me out ? haha . muke tembok btol aku . hopefully that someone wanna meet me lurh kan . or should i make a plan with Koko again ? haha . *thinking* .
and Koko , where's the picture ? im gonna HAUNT you every night until you send me those pictures ! kekeke , FAKE ! ^^

to Aini Babylove ,

im still looking forward to meet you .

i will meet you one day and its a MUST .

if you think that i've forgotten all about you , you're WRONG .

everyday , im wondering if you're doing well .

yea , since we're not together like in the past .

take good care of yourself and don't stress yourself .

will be here supporting you from behind .

just remember ,

3 years of friendship will be treasured and will be kept in my heart .

the bracelet will be the witness of our friendship .

no matter how far you are , you'll always be in my heart .

YOU and ME , together till its the end of the world .

love you , Little Bratz !

much misses and love (:

*flying kisses*

p.s : home , Aini Babylove .

TIME CHECK = 12:10 am

12:10 am , dah Friday eh ? kinda blur actually . ok , whatever .

yesterday morning , Fandi mcg-ed me around 11+ am while im still asleep . sheesh ! asking me where am i and i had to meet him at JP since he escaped from class , AGAIN ! nyahaha . took a quick bath , get ready and off i went w/o telling Ibu . anak sape lurh nie , takde adat . hahaha . met him , waited for Irzan and off we went to Banquet to have lunch . suprisingly , i don't even know that me and Irzan have the same father's name . gua caya sama lu lurh , brother ! LOL . went to the nearby block , smokesmoke . Irzan went back 1st to have his big business . nyahaha . left me and Fandi . so , we took a quick nap since we're too sleepy . sleepy head lurh kan . then of we went to library and waited for Irzan . FEW HOURS later , Irzan and Fafa came . walk2 at JP then followed Fandi back home since he wanted to change his clothes before the 4 of us headed to IMM . had a nice sleep in the bus . OH NICE ! hehe . SKIP ! after going round and round IMM , we took bus 99 and headed home . alighted at the same bustop and we went separate ways . reached home , mcm biase Ayah membebel . Ayah said , " mane kau pergi ? kluar tak tau nk bilang orang tua ! " . aku buat muke slumber je . haha . again , Ayah said , " mane kau pergi huh ? " . again , aku buat muke slumber , buat bodoh then masok bilik . such a nice daughter sia . muahaha . oh ya . thanks to Afandi for sending me home . *winks* .

once again , a BIG SORRY to Fida for not meeting you today . meet you and Miaa soon , i promise ! ^^

guess i'll stop here . have been yawning over and over again . YYYAAAAAWWWWNNNN ...... =.=

p.s : outs , Fida .

just got back from outside . morning2 , got a mcg from Koko . thanks for the 'wake up mcg' eh . haha . so yeah , we had a job interview at Raffles , Recruit Express . trust me , we had to wait for so long . and i was like so sleepy . *YAWN* . finally , its our turn and the interview didn't even reach to 5 minutes . fast huh . then off to Marina Square to have out breakfast+lunch at MacDonalds . thanks Koko for the treat . we even had a 'photo-taking' session . nyahaha . Koko then wanna do some shopping . mentang2 ader NETS lurh kan . hehe . went to TOPSHOP . she bought shirt and ehem2 ... undergarments . haha . and how nice she was to treat me tanktop and ehem2 ... undergarments . nyahaha . thanks once again , Koko . off we went to (?) , i forgot what's the shop name . haha . Koko bought shirts for Fida and to Kiddy Palce to buy toys for Little Miaa . so , she passed Fida's things to me since my 1st intention was to meet Fida but last min i had to cancel the plan . sorry , Fida . meet you on Friday aite . last , off to Bega , bought for Ibu a brooch . such a nice daughter . LOL . too tired and we decided to went home since Koko wil be going IKEA in the afternoon . alighted at Boon Lay and we went separate ways . basically , i had so much fun with Koko today . not because she treated me but i can feel the closeness between me and her . ^^ . and Koko , send me the pictures soon ! *flying kisses*

see that picture above ?

uh-huh , simply goes to 2 Motherfuckers !

Arina and Afeeq -__-

trying to act cool with me ?

try it and you'll be sorry !

and to Arina ,

for once , stop being a third party lurh .

its between me and Afeeq .

so what if you had known him for more than 1 month ?

proud ar kirekan ?

and who are you to call me kecot ?

eh , you speaking to the wrong person lurh , wei !

YOU , THE SMALL KIDDO , JUST KEEP YOUR BLODDY MOUTH SHUT !

and to Afeeq ,

i've seen the NICE side of you .

and know , i've seen the FUCKING FUGLY side of you !

you're not even ~~HOT~~ , btw .

tell you something eh .

my HUNKS are more BETTER + HOTTER than you !

jealous enuff ?

YOU SHOULD BE JEALOUS !

step namer Romeo konon .

eh , Romeo kat citer Titanic lagy mulia dari kau lurh !

so to both of you ,

just GET LOST and don't forget to bring along your bloody mouth with you !

*evil laughter*

FREAKING SICKENING ASSHOLE AND BITCH !

to Shahliz and Friends ,

you guys should know what to do .

just spit out whatever words .

i know you guys can do it cause i can only depend on you guys , especially Shahliz .

LET'S START THE GAME !

p.s : outing , sickening people , Shahliz+Friends .

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

somehow today , the clock tick-ed that fast . understand ? NO ? how should i put it eh ? kay , let's just say that the timing was really fast . get it ? GOOD ! i surf-ed the net at 2pm and when i looked at the clock , its already 4pm . how fast .

i applied for April Intake just now at 3pm . before that , i had the chance to edit my blog and even chatted with Koko . yes , both of us were actually waiting for the April Intake Courses to be opened . kanchiong sia . nyahaha . trust me , i had a hard time choosing what courses should i take . please , im not even interested in Electronics . KKKKRRRRRIIIIINNNNGG !!!! and its already 3pm . quickly applied and how pissed i am when some of the courses that i want were not even in the list ! no choice , just click whatever choice they have . the results will be out on 27 January 2010 . have to wait lurh kan . and yes , hopefully i get 1 of the choices . too eager to go to shcool . ^^

Afandi Bin Husin wanted to meet me just now since he escaped from class but i couldn't make it . truly sorry . maybe , i will meet him tomorrow . let' see how . *wink* .

not forgetting ,

CONGRATULATIONS to Safwan , Aqilah , Shiykin , Azmi and the rest of the O level students . no matter how bad your results were , you guys already did the best . and , im happy for you guys .

* a pat on your shoulder from me * + * clapclapclap * .

p.s : Application , Afandi , O level .

to Guyfriend :

i trusted you with all my heart .

i once told you that you're the best guyfriend i ever had .

tears rolled down my cheeks and you swept it away .

you kissed my cheek and said , " don't cry , my dear . "

all those secrets i shared with you .

you made a promise to keep it safe with you .

but then , i knew that you gonna broke that promise .

you started telling everyone around you about it and embarrassed me .

and you even have the cheek to tell me that you didn't do it on purpose .

just so you know , your secrets are still with me .

REVENGE , and you gonna be dead .

HELL YOU GO !

to my Dearest Friend :

your Wedding is just around the corner !

see you on your big day aite .

uh-huh , the youngest couple of the year .

don't delay the time , make babies soon !

you know , i know .

looking forward to meet you , hunnaye !

*big love*

not forgetting ,

all the best to those taking their O Level results tomorrow .

best of luck ! ^^

p.s : Guyfriend , Dearest Friend , O Level .

another post from me to you , earthlings ! see that picture ? LOL ! im so small and im surrounded by tall cousins and Kakak . that picture was taken during my cousin's wedding . fyi , till now , im still the shortest among my 13 and above year old cousins . how COOL . *sarcastic face* . God , please make me look taller . nyet !

chatted with Irka Sweets just now . i sooooo love chatting with her . im loving it ! nyahaha . thanks Irka for giving me advice . you know , i know . trust me , sharing gossips with her is HELL FUN ! you know what i mean kan , Irka ? about that girl acting like a 'guy' . *keningupup* . hehe . let's gossip again , Irka ! haha . love ya ^^ .

and today , im all rotten at home . Ayah tak bawak balik van , there goes my plan . tsk ! Kakak had the chance to go out while im all stuck at home . wanted to go out but no money lurh . pokai habes , doh ! nevermind , let's be safe and be at home all day long . nyahaha . Ayah went Johor yesterday night and he bought VCDs back home . bukan CD lucah yer . nyet ! muke happy giler when ayah bought back Avatar and Alvin&The Chipmunks 2 . maklumlah , takde duet nk tgk wayang . teehee . watched with Ayah , Ibu and Adeq . laughed till my stomach burst . FAKE ! kakak still not back yet . conferm kene marah ngan Ibu biler dah sampai rumah . " aiyo .. tak tau .. ibu balek bawak kayu .." *evil larfter* .

nothing more to post about .
im waiting for Monday , applying for April Intake .
andand , i really hope to meet that someone .
SSSSSHHHHHHH !!!!!!! ^^

and the truth is , im missing my Little Girl .
i wonder how she's been doing .
are you alright , my dear ?
*breakdown*

p.s : picture , Irka Sweets , Monday , Litte Girl .

AND I MISS THAT SMALL LITTLE GIRL .

firstly , takziah to Kazira's big brother . may he rest in peace in heaven . insyallah , AMIN .
take good care of yourself , Kazira . ^^

went down to Juying just now . waited for Farihah to fetched me outside school . 12:30 pm , JYIANS went out from gate . oh , been so long since i did this too . hehe . aku nampak budak2 yang aku benci . YUCKS ! oh yes , i saw Irka Sweets ! thanks eh dah tegor Dee . indeed , she's so sweet . *smile* . last year Sec 2 students , already wear long pants this year . saw them just now . oh-no , all the bulu kaki can't be seen anymore . nyahaha ! SKIP . Farihah and Aini Babylove fetched me . my main reason was to meet Mr Harris but that stupid guard didn't let me went in because the rule had been changed . stupid school indeed ! hmph ! SKIPSKIP! suprised to see Shahidah . aww , she's back ! as usual , saw the silly boys . nyahaha . nyet ! Syidah sent me to bustop while Farihah and Aini Babylove went back in school to have their lunch . had fun laughing and giggling with Syidah , Dyra and Wan . see , old friends really can't be apart . there's always laughter whenever we meet . right ? YESYESYES ! *giggles* .

tomorrow Saturday . hopefully today ayah drives van back home . reason , go jalan-jalan besok ! nyahaha .

p.s : small little girl , school , tomorrow .

*precious friends , precious moments*

EX JUYING SCHOOLMATES ,

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SWEET MEMORIES .

YOU GUYS ARE JUST ONE BUNCH OF GREATEST GIFT FROM GOD !

to Reeza Bestfriend , Malee Bestie and Regina Sweets :

thank you for being such a great friend of mine .

you guys were always there for me without failed .

the way you guys made me smile and laugh non-stop .

encouraged me to do my best and supported me from behind .

remember , you guys are always treasured by me eventhough we're far away from each other .

love ya !

to HapheezBongs :

thanks for smiling at me whenever you saw me in school .

disturbing me with all your nonsense actions .

nyahaha .

and of course , the BITTER memories .

too clever till we get caught .

you know , i know .

nyet !

not forgetting , thanks for the UNFINISHED packet of ciggs . ^^

once again , thank you for all the fun moments .

all the best for your O's !

friends loves !

how i wish i could still be in Juying .

kan kan kan ?

*pathetic face*

should i re-take my N Level to get through the April Intake ?

Private N , should i ?

OH-NO !

p.s : to beloved friends .

JUST STICK MY BUTT AT HOME .

oh well , its already THEIR 2nd day of school while im here still stuck at home . i don't even have any uniforms and books with me . how pathetic is that . others hooray2 with frens while i have to face my family 24/7 . i do have my daily routine ; had my meals , sleep , surf internet . how BORING ! *pathetic face* .

thank god im able to go out yesterday . met Koko as we planned to slack near Juying . waited for her at bus interchange . oh yes , i saw Fandi and Wati in their ITE uniform . JEALOUS enuff ! then came Koko . took the same bus with them . had fun chatting with Wati . such a nice girl . as usual , Fandi will always bully me . ass you ! SKIP ! met Shahliz at pondok . " oh Shahliz , you're so bad now ! " you know what i mean . *keningupup* . Shahliz went back to school , me and Koko talk2 with Farid and his fren . gerak , had our lunch at KFC . thanks Koko for the treat ! *winks* . naek atas block , berasap . made our way to library and had our small business . nyahahaha . went back , home sweet home .

finally its WEDNESDAY ! results will be out at 9 a.m . hopefully aku dapat lurh kan . AMIN .

Mr Rider , im gonna ride your BIKE with you soon !
*winkwink*

p.s : home , out with Koko , results , Mr Rider .

CONGRATULATION TO KAK ILA AND ABG HIZAMI

FOR THE SUCCESSFUL ENGAGEMENT !!

( actually their engagement was yesterday . sorry for the late post )

BACK TO SCHOOL !
to those sec 5 friends and those who gonna step into ITE , you guys are back to schoool tomorrow .

enjoy your very first day of school with your new friends .

really envy you guys as i still have not gotten my application results .

this year , 2010 .

study hard and don't play-play !

muahahaha .

and to my beloved friends ; Aini , Farihah , Shahliz , Noh .....

don't worry , i will come down Juying to fetch you guys .

*widewidesmile*

sometimes , it hurts me .

but i have to learn to let it go .

p.s : engagement , school .

HELLO 2010 , GOODBYE ~~2009~~ ...

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!
currently at home , just finished watching Countdown .
too bad , can't join my friends especially Shahliz and the Gang .
nevermind , will be meeting Shahliz soon for Sisha .
*keningupup* .
had a little tiff with mum just now , just a few minutes ago .
wth .
2010 but still fighting .
=.= .
tomorrow will be away to LA , nephew's engagement .
will update again when im back home .

mcg-ing with Hafiz right now .
he's sarcastic yet cute .

goodbye and have a nice year .

p.s : 2010 , LA , Hafiz .

dearest boyfriend , with love 17092010 ♥

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