Monday, February 22, 2010

Love Is Cinta ...

believe it or not , its already 3 weeks we've known each other. 3 weeks may be short to others but long to me . thank god i knew you and i've never regret knowing you all this while . surprisingly , you've changed me to a better person . not the outer part of me but the inner part of me .

now that you're back to one , i can rest my mind in peace . but sometimes it really bothers me when there's a wall blocking me from getting close to you . obviously , im referring to one of your Ex . i just can't seem to understand why is she controlling you and why can't i get close to you . moreover its over between you and her . but i can't do anything . maybe you're right . if you can give me time , why can't i give her time .?

2 more weeks and you're leaving me for your NS . i wish i knew you much earlier . all the love , care and attention you gave me , i appreciate it lots . you're just the perfect guy that i've known . no other words can express hoe much i love you and how much you mean to me . and its true . 2 years may be long but im still gonna wait for you . because i only have 3 wishes ; i want you to be the lover , then the husband , finally the father . will you grant my wishes ? and i know i can put my trust and high hopes on you . you're my destiny and im gonna stay by your side till i close my eyes .

because i have you .

p.s : for you my love .


Monday, February 15, 2010

Cause You're One In A Million !

i thank God i knew you and i never regret about it .
you're so wonderful and fabulous .
you're always there for me when i need you .
i wish you could be mine now but i guess its not the time yet .
but im glad that we're close .
taking one step higher everytime we meet .
how wonderful it is when you hug me with all your love .
and hold my hands wherever you go .
love it , yes i do .
2 weeks and you're going to leave me .
how i wish you will stay by my side forever .
just so you know , i love you with all my heart .

you're my only sunshine .

p.s : for you .


Sunday, February 7, 2010

[ how i wish i could have a horse ride with you ]

time fly so fast and you're going off soon .
i just have 1 more day to spend my lifetime with you .
and its really not enough for me .
dear god , can i just have a little more time with him ?
*breakdown*
tell me you will stay and never leave me .
eventhough i know , its impossible .
trust me , i never regret knowing you all this while .
you're part of my list and it will stay forever .
just so you know , i want to be your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye .

" i want to wear your sweat shirt to bed , talk on the phone until sunrise ,
sneak out at night to look at the stars with you , go on walks with you ,
laugh until i can't breathe , hold hands , build a fort and have snowball fight ,
sit infront of the fireplace and talk about life .
i want to fall hopelessly in love with you . "

p.s : its all about us .


Saturday, February 6, 2010

[ but i know , its not that easy . ]

was waken up by Ibu's voice .
was told that Ayah asked us out for lunch .
dah dapat bonus lurh kan .
thought of going Singapore Zoo after lunch but there's no transport .
so we headed to Jurong Point to have our lunch .
wasted our time walking here and there .
its like Jurong Point , nothing interesting sia .
then had our light dinner at Burger King .
and that's when i saw Farihah , Nabelle and friends .
after long hours , we decided to head home .
took bus and home sweet home .
sorry readers , nothing much to elaborate about today .
tomorrow morning , heading to Singapore Zoo .
since ader free ticket lurh kan .
haha .
then maybe will be heading to Paman Ajis house to see their newborn baby .
oh yeah , he asked me out today but unfortunately i can't .
don't worry , will have our private time soon .
since 2 mins of private time is not enough for you .
nyahaha .
meet you soon aite .
and don't work too hard tomorrow .
you're too hardworking already .
hehe .
(:

yes , it really does bother me to give up on you .
but to think back , its too cruel .
believe it or not , my feelings for you starts to grow bigger every single day .
eventhough i know its impossible between us .
but i thank god , i knew you .
just so you know , i never met someone like you .

p.s : today , tomorrow , you .


Friday, February 5, 2010

OH-NO , KAKI JELLY !

TIME CHECK = 11:50 PM .
its still Friday. like what i've said in the previous post , i worked at 9 am . and yes , i only had 3 hours of sleeping . NOT ENOUGH ! went out at 7:15 am and i reached my workplace around 8:30 am . early bird huh ? waited for Manager to come . blablabla , start doing my job . clean here , clean there . pathetic sia . lunch time , guests started coming in . oh , sungguh busy ! haha . trust me , every minute i rubbed my eyes . itchy sia . just because of the itchy-ness , i got scolded from 1 of the Manager which i don't even care what's his name . he said , " girl , don't rub your eyes ! " . *sarcastic face* . once lunch over , clean up the mess and started doing the setting . wtf , im like the only girl sia . tkpe , atlast habes jugak . and i thought after the setting im allowed to go home since im in the morning shift . suprisingly , i had to do the dinner too . mcm cb kan ? nevermind , for the sake of money . haha . so went to Pavilion for the dinner .

before dinner , this stupid Manager gave us briefing . haha . sumpah , aku tak paham dier bebual ape . whatever . started by serving drinks to the guests . penat aku bawak tray tu . finally , they had their dinner . ok , nie part pon busy . walked here and there like mad girl sia . nyahaha . then got scolded from the stupid Manager again . alamak , darah up sia . aku quit keje baru kau tau . haha . sumpah , pergi tak kembali . LOL . cannot cannot , later he cannot see my face again . haha . finally , dinner over . how GREAT ! did some cleaning and Nats gave us the permission to rest . so good . went back in and thank god he allowed us to went home . again , good . nyahaha . was told that 9:30 pm is the last bus . me and Fida dah start kanchiong . haha . otw to the bustop , one of the bus dah lepas . so we thought dah takde bus . got a call from Ariff but Rai was the one who did the talking . nevermind . went to them and they sent us to dunno where by buggy . saw the staff bus and we took it . thanks to Ariff and Rai . ^^
abeh ape lagi ? home sweet home ar .

thank god im not working tomorrow but on Monday im working at 9 am . AGAIN ! =.= .

oh , caught you looking at me ! haha .

p.s : the usuals .




working time was great . i had fun laughing my ass off with dearest Fida and of course the Manager which i forget what's the name . sorry ar , boss . haha . basically , this Japanese guy i think , he asked me something . like hello , im a Singaporean not a Japanese girl . haha . then i got it . he was asking for the toilet . LOL . and its really tiring for me to go up and down again just to order drinks for them . pantat btol . finally , they went off . oh , heaven ! haha . just to let you know , the guys did more than the girls . as in , me and Fida leave the mess to the guys . haha . rest , chit-chat with the Manager . 8:30 pm , got changed and off we went to Vivo City . had our late light dinner . then home sweet home . oh yes , the Manager asked for my number just now . ah , dah start ar gatal dier . mentang2 takde isteri . nyahaha . miang eh kau . haha . nyet !

working at 9 am tomorrow . and i have to go out from house at 7:15 am . oh no , so early . but the good thing is , i can go home early . gerek pe . but on the second thought , i wanna wait for Fida . how ehh ? we'll see how tomorrow . don't worry , Ariff , i will go home once you take a glance at me . hehe .

will you still be there for me even if its impossible for you to be with me ?

p.s : nothing much .


Wednesday, February 3, 2010


i just don't know what to say .
trust me , i feel awkward when i walked beside you .
i just can't seem to look at you even for 1 minute .
because why ?
i told you to avoid yourself from being close to me .
that's because you told me about your big information .
you should know what i mean if you're reading this .
sorry , i just don't have the urge to smile at you .
*breakdown*

attracted doesn't mean forever .

p.s : between you and me .






as usual , me and fida came late for work . Manager was like , " you guys are late ... " . whatever , i gave him my stupid fucking face . tired you know ! smlm je dah balek kul 2 pagi . 1st start , worked with Sharul(spelling ?) . Fida went to other room . nothing much to do since its just a coffee break . blablabla . Aniq called me and 2 chinese guy . went to Fairways . is that the place ? ok , not sure lurh actually . haha . suprisingly , i got scolded from my Manager because of the napkins . and i have to do it all over again . fuck sia . org tengah moodswing abeh kene marah lagi . mintak kene maki sia tu Manager . finally , napkins all done . went for break . me and Fida went to Serapong Room . is that the name ? haha , forgot . that's when our busy-ness started . and again , Manager sound me . sabar dee , sabar . SKIPP !
since there's nothing more for me and Fida to do , Manager let us went home . gerek pe . went to Vivo City , Subway . Fida went home with her boyfriend while i took bus 30 from Vivo City . such a long distance . finally , home sweet home . sumpah , aku penat . but today was not that fucking terrible . unlike yesterday . tsk . not working tomorrow . but im not sure if im working on this coming thursday or next thursday . friday , im working at 9 am . what the hell . so early sia . and i have travel all by myself since Fida will start at 12 noon . and to you Mr Manager , better don't pissed me off ! nyahaha . i so love the way Benn treat me and Fida eventhough he kinda flirty type . haha . mane tak , Manager sia . haha . and he's way more better than other Manager . ^^
that's all for now .
update more soon .
p.s : work again .


Tuesday, February 2, 2010

WORK REALLY KILLS ME !

me and Fida were late for work .
reached , collected uniform and etc .
haha , saw Ariff .
Manager gave as a briefing .
ok , start work !
2 Manager + 1 guest called me , " my dear ... "
korang sungguh gatal ye .
nyahahaha .
this 1 Manager really pissed me off .
kept sounding me everywhere i go .
can't i even rest for 1 mintute ? =.= .
went office with Fida to fold napkins .
firstly , 110 napkins by 10:00 pm .
then , another 30 napkins by 10:30 pm .
aaddddooooiiii .
carried the napkins to 1st floor then get back to work again .
sumpah , part nie aku penat .
baru nk dudok , Ariff panggil .
aiyo Ariff , just my 1st day of work and you bullied me .
hehe .
1:15 am , FINALLY ITS OVER !
took cab home and here i am , home sweet home .
*lunch + dinner = MacDonalds* .
how WONDERFUL is that ?
nyahahaha .
tomorrow working at 2:00 pm .
OHH EMM GEE !
im too tired !

and he's attracted to me .
so the FAKE ar you .
haha .

p.s : work .







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