` every beat of my heart .

Everything Tends To Change ....

i don't know and i don't understand why i always feel what i feel now . is it because the world is coming to the end ? sometimes i feel that there's a totally big gap between me and my girlfriends . and all this happened after the incident during our class bbq . don't wish to elaborate it since everything went back smoothly , i guess so .
what i've been waiting for is Thursday , the day where im gonna meet my girlfriends . and i don't know how to face my 2 girlfriends and i guess they know who im referring to . yeah , i made the biggest mistake and i really hope they could forgive me from the bottom of their heart . im reallyreally sorry , girlfriends .

to Mr S ,
im sorry and i guess its better for us not to meet each other again .
iloveyou and imissyou but this is the best way .

p.s : changes .

i nak chocolate cookies & cream .

bbyg zuuzuu , belikan i boleh ? ^^

saayaang you .

this few days had been a boring day for me .

and i can't wait to meet my dearest girlfriends this coming thursday .

ohhhh , tak sabarnye i .

awww , im in love with someone whom i slept with on Monday , 21062010 .

how bout that ?

*winkwink*

p.s : random .

ohh , boleh mati i macam gini .

uurrrgggghhhhh !!!

suke hati kau laa , aku MNL .

tsk .

sometimes i wish i could fly like these balloons .

not now but maybe , one final day .

finding my own way of freedom after being kept in the dark for a long time .

and i hope someone will be there , flying with me .

to my fucking ex :

who are you to me really does matter .

because now the whole world knows its over , OVER .

jealousy is in your dictionary ?

talk to my hand and you will feel my ignorance .

fuck you , goodbye !

p.s : freedom .

HAPPY MACHO SEVENTEEN , FARHAN !

may god bless you and best wishes in everything you do .

love ya , friend ((((:

*balloons otw to your house*

p.s : happy birthday .

OHHH MYYY GOSHHH

i remembered and you told me , 1 year of separation before we met yesterday .

you were right .

i've been thinking about it but i don't have the courage to tell you .

but im glad you're with me the whole night .

and i don't wish to lose you for the second time .

hello semue (:

im back home from overnight-ing with girlfriends and boyfriends at ECP .

eventhough we arrived late , we still had fun running around and laughing our ass off .

thanks to Ms Mimi for organizing this class bbq .

can i have more ?

teehee .

to Reetha and Diyana ,

sorry for everything and i still love you two .

Salleh , Zuuzuu&Helmi , Wardah&Taufik , Suhaila&Syafik ,

i really had an enjoyable time with you guys .

let's meet up again okay .

ohhh , i had a wonderful naughtynaughty night with him .

*kening up up*

p.s : wonderful and awesome , thanks .

it was mum's birthday yesterday (:

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY , MUM !

i day before mum's bithday , dad already planned to bring ibu for shopping . so the next day , family without elder sis headed to Parkway . nothing to buy and we had our lunch at one of the foodcourt . i makan nasi ayam penyet . yumyumyumyum ! i ader hot news , nak dengar ? hehe . there's this malay teenage guy , was helping his mum at the stall . the stall name is Wangi Wangi Western Food . the distance between my table and his stall is not that far . all the way , he kept looking at me and he smiled at me . i couldn't help it but to smile . when its time to go , i accidentally look at him . tak pasal . he then gave me his cute smile and wave at me . cute kan ? i suke ! see you around , awak (:

next stop , Geylang . totally hate this place but its mum's birthday . mum's intention was to find blouse for herself . finally , mum found a blouse . veryvery nice (: 1 for $25 , 2 for $40 but dad's took only 1 since mum doesn't want to waste dad's money . then we had our light dinner . dad then kept asking Fitriah where to go next . i asked Fitriah to answer , " Marina Barrage . " mum rejected . dad then drive and i kept thinking where we're heading to . happy enough when i saw Marina Barrage sign . *jump up and down* . we really had a great time there . photos taken , published at fb . tengok uh korang (:

oh ya ,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , DAD !

iloveyouverymuch (:

ohhhh , i so can't wait for tomorrow !

class bbq at ECP .

can't wait to meet my girlfriends and boyfriends (:

*lompatlompat golekgolek*

p.s : happy together .

today morning was waken up by the thunderstorm . you know , i hate thunderstorm . when the thunderstorm starts , i will automatically use my pillow to cover my ears . im not being coward but phobia . LOL .

A W E S O M E , what can i say ?
went out with my dearest girlfriends and boyfriend ; me Diyana Zuuzuu and Poji . as usual , im always the early bird . the girls arrived and we went to Bugis Street while waiting for Poji . went round and round the street and found nothing . Poji called , reached . since he's hungry , went to LJS for lunch . here we go , BBBUUURRRPPP !!! alhamdulillah . went back to Bugis Street . finally , found 2 shirts which cost me $18 and 1 pants which cost me $10 . okay , i pandai jimat . hehe . thanks to them for helping me eventhough we're tired of going round and round the street . all done . Zuuzuu and Poji went to Woodlands , Diyana went to City Hall and Pasir Ris goes to me . hahahaha .

and here i am , currently at grandma's house . sleepover for 2 days just to keep grandma and grandpa accompany as aunty and uncle went to Batam Resort for 4 days . grandma asked me to order KFC since she's not cooking . i had a hard time making an order . suddenly i heard someone said , " KFC Delivery ." hahaha . okay , dier sudah sampai . i still remember the guy's name , Faizal . muahahaha . just lovee to observe the name . hehe .

okay , that's all for now .
i nak makan ayam KFC .
FINGER LICKING GOOD !

sweetheart , i just want you to be the only one to guide me through the dark .
i sayang you very2 much .

p.s : nothing to keep .

readers , earthlings , lovelies (:

intention was to update on Sunday night but i came back late from Johor . erm , cousin's wedding . Saturday morning went to Johor without elder sis since she's working on both Saturday and Sunday . been a long time since i had a car ride with family which include dad's driving . ohh , so M A C H O ! hehe . as usual holidays and i freaking hate this part , J A M M E D ! finally , reached my cousin's house . all my cousins and relatives were there and all of us sleptover at my cousin's house . can you imagine that ? S K I P !!!

woke up early on Sunday morning . i swear i did not have enough sleep . took a bath and and had breakfast with my cousins . since the wedding gonna start , we quickly got changed . awww , very prettaye . haha . and the girls had to be the kendarat . like hello , girls . LOL . then came the bride and groom . dad and uncle did silat . P O W E R ! as time passed by , clouds getting darker and finally it rained . time to take pictures with the bride and groom . suddenly , something bad happened . it rained heavily and the wind blow-ed freaking strong . guess what ? the wedding stage were torn down ! all of us ran inside the house before anything happened . alhamdulillah , none of us injured . the groom then recite prayers . AMIN .

2 hours before the wedding ended , we the cousins already got changed . too hot lurh . then we had a nice sleep . hahaha . after maghrib , went back home and home sweet home . (:

tomorrow , as plan , going bugis with Diyana and maybe Zuuzuu . awww , miss my girlfriend thuckloads .

sweetheart , i know you're upset with what had happened . im truly sorry . just to let you know , there's nothing going on with me and that guy . throughout these days , i still thank god that i knew you . i want you to be my sweetheart like how you want me to be your sweetheart . iloveyou .

p.s : it happened for a reason .

When Its Time To Say Goodbye ....

after a hard time deciding whether to go school or not , girlfriends finally decided to go school today for the last time . awwww , so saddening . felt like just yesterday i stepped into ITE Clementi . we girlfriends without Reetha reached school at 11am and had our last taste of Nasi Padang and Chin Chow . haha . since its too boring to stay in school all the way , we decided to go over to ITE Dover . headed to library and Suhaila met her boyfriend , Syafik . me , Diyana and Zuuzuu looked at those pathetic books and kept laughing our ass off . and coincidentally , i met my cousin , Asyraf . S K I P !! erm , a guy asked for my number . wth . ITE Clementi , 2 guys ask for my number and ITE Dover , 1 guy ask for my number . but too bad , i only loveee 1 guy from ITE Clementi . ohhh , my sweetheart ^^
me , Diyana , Zuuzuu , Suhaila , Syafik and Asyraf took 198 and headed to Jurong Point . Asyraf went to meet his girlfriend while the rest had our lunch at Macdonald . then went to Cotton On to search for clothes . yelah , mentang2 dah dapat gaji . muahahaha . about 4 plus , headed home since we're too tired laughing all the way from ITE Clementi to ITE Dover to bus 198 to Jurong Point . muahahahaha .

tomorrow , going to cut hair with Reetha and will be heading to Zuuzuu's house to watch Nightmare on Elm Street . not forgetting , Diyana and Suhaila will be there too . yeay ! let's have real fun tomorrow , girlfriends ! and for sure , i can't wait to overnight with my girlfriends and boyfriends on the 21st .

goodbye ITE Clementi ......
welcome CCK Campus ......

p.s : goodbye .

earthlings , goodnite ! (:

just for today , i went to school without books . what a good girl . as usual i went out at 7 am and i thought Reetha already reached the school bustop . unfortunately , no . i waited for her until 8.30 am . its okay Reetha , im not mad at you . went to class late since 1st period on Monday will always be the boring period . right , girls ? hehe . EFC lesson , girls had so much of stories to share . F L A S H B A C K ... haha . 1 pm , school ends and we the girls went to Reetha house before heading to Isetan Orchard to collect our pay .

reached Orchard at 3 plus which i dun know the exact timing . went up and queue . too eager to collect our pay . finally , our turn ! guess what . just a 1 day job and i got $86.65 . cool but not fair . some of my friends got higher amount than me . but its okay . just thank god for everything .

went Jurong East to meet up with Wan and Khai . travelled to Jurong Point and met up with Ezzie . Ezzie wanted to have her dinner so we accompanied her . still not full and she bought chocolate waffle . cuzzie , cuzzie . hahaha . went our separate ways . like obviously Ezzie went home with Khai and i went home with Wan . so , Wan sent me until my void deck . awwww , so sweet . thanks , funny partner (:

and ......

i can't wait to overnight with my girlfriends next 2 weeks !! ^^

p.s : all about today .

Shrek 3 , A W E S O M E !

*two thumbs-up*

i wish to watch it again .

will there be Shrek 4 , 5 , 6 ........ 10 ?

nyahahaha !

EFC test next week .

aaahhh , stressnye i .

but thank god its a easy unit .

err , i guess so .

study or not ?

*thinking*

i MISS my girlfriends (L)

i MISS my funny partner (L)

p.s : movie outing .

[ they still the best (L) ]

awww , Heaven On Earth ! today no school and my class was given an option whether to go to Mediacorp or not . made up my mind not to go since its just a one hour talk and furthermore im not feeling that well . well , everyday is a sick day . nyet !

tomorrow Friday , great or what ? guess i won't be bringing much book tomorrow and i think there won't be lessons . confirm plus chop . nyahaha . ohh , i can't wait for this . tomorrow evening , family will be watching Shrek 3 ! ohhhh , sukenye aku ^^ . thanks to dad's company for the free ticket . hehe . girlfriends , Nightmare on Elm Street next ? LET'S GO ! hehe .

i EVOL my girlfriends (L)

i EVOL my funny partner (L)

p.s : the bestest .

dearest boyfriend , with love 17092010 ♥

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